18) down & out

off day today but i'm sick.. can't stop sneezing & my throat hurts big time.. Kakek's doing e full shift so he's obviously not meeting me today.. so i'm juz lazing around home wif mum & dad.. wud probably wash my bike later if i'm not lazy enough.. & if u neva hear from me within e next few days, i wud probably have died..

Cause on death: BOREDOM!!

niwae, tis is me best bud @ work.. Adha (silent H) Poch.. dun ask me y he's called dat.. ask seah..

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

17) 26th January 2008

today after work, went to watch Alpha play soccer where i got smacked by e ball, tackled by D & Q.. idiots.. & ouch!! & my hp dropped.. so now its beyond recognition but still useable.. (oh.. in case u guys r wondering on wat to buy for my bdae, BUY ME A NEW HP!!! thank u in advance!! =>).. niwae, got home & slept for 2 hrs ONLY cos kakek was supposed to meet me at 3pm..

ZZzzzZZzzzZZZZzzzzzzz... 4pm arrived & still no sign of Kakek.. angry? yes! sleepy? super YES! irritated? YES YES YES!! & before i blew my top, he arrived.. like FINALLY!!
did not wanna scold him cos i dun wanna spoil e mood.. niwae, we went to adam rd for my fav mee soto.. & i tell u... its SUPER nice lor.. except dat e service sucks big time la.. e auntie will neva smile one.. she looked as if she was forced to sell mee soto dere..

niwae, after mee soto, kakek brought me to sum Pierce Reservoir for a walk & photo-taking session.. e place is nice.. similar to Marina Barrage but more scenic & peaceful.. & we saw a lot of monkeys dere.. scary.. & kakek gave me a prezzie!!

it was soo stupid of us cos we actually went to Marina Square & e only shop dats open for business was McDonalds.. so off we went home & i opened my prezzie.. & tis is wat i got!!!

SK

The Necklace@ Pierce Reservoir The Sunset by my HP camKakek trying to capture a shot of me but i got him too HaPpY aNNiVerSaRy KaKeK.. tHanK u FoR LaYanINg mY nOnsenSe aLL thEsE whiLe & bELieViNg in Me.. Oh ya.. THanK u For iRRiTatInG mE aLwaYs tOo.. i lUrVe yOU & u Noe i LurVe tO HatE u MOrE.. mUacKs!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

16) Gong Xi Fa Cai

as usual, Alpha has to work on PHs.. & tis is e best PH ever.. e traffic was sooo poor dat i was doing bike ALONE!! & i managed to catch e fireworks across e causeway.. AGAIN!!

niwae, by morning, i was so bored dat i took pics of myself in e counter & wrote love letters to my fellow colleagues whom till today, still do not noe dat its me who wrote those lil notes & dropped it into their pigeon holes..
niwae, tis entry is dedicated to Chinese New Year.. so HaPPy LuNaR nEw yEaR, my frenz.. GonG Xi Fa CaI..

PS: tis is my banner for CNY...

& tis is our sleeping session on 2nd morning.. & wen e power of seah & liz combined, we blue-toothed it around.. hahah

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

15) time for me

haven seen for my parents for e 3rd day today.. had OT e other day... came back late den slept for e morning shift e next day.. yesterday after work, went for sum 'singing' session wif a few colleagues.. DARN it was good.. after so long of not singing, finally i had e chance... niwae, it was great... so again i din see my parents cos it was late by e tme i got back.. & today, after i wake up, my parents r gone.. & i noe dat they came in my room juz now.. but i cudn't open my eyes la...


if u noticed, i have deleted everything in my wishlist & i wished for 1 thing.. a peaceful mind.. i sooo really need it now... feel like evrything is crashing down.. i have so many things to think about, e things around me, dat i dun have e time to think about myself.. peeps say dat i think too much... but how can i not wen there r so many things dat r in front of me..?


kakek told me tis laz nite... dun forget HIM.. always confide in HIM... after thinking, i realized dat i do forget about HIM sometimes... & i must say, i was not raised wif much religious knowledge.. dun blame my parents.. think it was me who was such a rebel during my younger days dat i i forget about akhirat & focus too much on keindahan duniawi... but in HIM, i hope dat i will have a peaceful mind & have e strength to carry on wif my life...

e other day, 1 malay uncle told me tis:

Uncle: u haf a beautiful smile.. very sweet....

me: thank u.. (thinking tis uncle must b e sleazy kind so juz cut e story short & wished he will shut up)

Uncle:but no one must make u angry.. cos if u do, u will get very very mad wif tornadoes & all... oh wow.. i can see dat....

Me: oh.. how u noe sey?

Uncle: of cos i noe.. 1 word of advise ya, my child... learn how to haf patience.. accept things readily.. remember.. patience is important.. u'll haf a hard year next yr.. juz remember to haf patience & all will end well...

Me: oh....... (thinking) ok..

& off they went...
so it got me thinking.. is he talking about 2009 or 2010 wen he said next yr? cos i encountered tis on e 22nd.. mayb he's still in 2008? haiyo.. i'm all confused.. if he meant 2010, OH GOD, wat more can b worst? i sooo need to see a bomoh or physic now.. any recommendations? hahhahha..

niwae, kakek's gonna arrive any time soon.. delivering my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner & pineapple tarts.. think his family is celebrating CNY dats y giving me e tarts.. hahhah... k la.. till next time...

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

14) off day

u noe wat.. i still cudn't sleep laz nite.. catch an hour's sleep.. den woke up at 4am.. den can't stop sneezing & my nose felt sooo terrible.. fed up so i took a loooong shower & cooked maggie & tried sleeping again at 6am.. dunno y but think i'm having sleep disorder..

today kakek took me out to catch a movie den went around town to scout for appy's prezie.. but still no idea.. niwae, after dat he took me for a bike stroll around 6th ave, old holland road & holland green.. how i envy those people living in those huuuge houses.. very nice.. & we went through a road dat's so loong & dere's a large field around it.. suddenly i dun feel like its singapore anymore... very nice feeling cos its like an escape from e hustle & bustle of e city.. really recommend those rides along seldom used roads cos its juz refeshing...

HOWEVER, i reached home at 10pm & kakek went home.. & even my dad is surprised dat i'm home early.. well, i hope i can sleep tonight cos i've got a long day tomolo...

overall, my day ended up disappointing cos of sumthing... hope for a better day ahead tomolo..

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

13) still can't sleep at 0527hrs

after so long of listening to songs & viewing peeps' blogs & sites, i still can't sleep..

i've come to a conclusion: i can't sleep if i'm thinking too much about sumthing.. yeah... i think so...

niwae, i've come to officially declare dat i have a fetish for guys with taring (gigi taring,i mean)... not e dracula type but juz e cute ones at e sides... i liiikee....

now i shall go & sleep.. =)

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

12) can't sleep

here i am at 344am on 20th jan, bsolutely doing nothing wen i'm supposed to be sleeping..
1) i can't sleep
2) kakek is making me worry cos i dunno where he is
3) haf a lot to blog about but dunno where to begin...

niwae, after work juz now, went off to meet seah at her void deck.. we became minah bawah blok for a while.. hahahha.. haven meet her in a long while & she texted me saying dat she missed me yesterday so i guess i better cure her sickness for me... hahahah.. as usual, its a bitching & story-telling session.. i sure did have a lot of fun wen i'm wif her.. i can tell her absolutely anything & everything & we r 2 crappy girls combined...
(OH!!! i've juz crushed a mosquito in my room.. waste my time only.. not exciting cos tis mosquito is super slow..)

well aniwae, wen home bout 0130hrs after waiting for stupid sam who say dat he will call me if he wanted to join.. rude ah these people.. even though not joining, at least haf e decency to let me noe lor.... shall scold him wen i see him...

minah bawah block aside, i accidentally shaved part of my left eyebrow e other day.. & e hair still haven grow yet.. & if i dun wear any liner, u cud see clearly dat its shaved off.. like beckham who used to shave portion of his brows, years back to get media attention.. ya.. juz like dat lor.. well, in local context, like those mat reps who shave part of their brows lor.. niwae, 'orange hair' & shaved brows = minah rep.. darn!!! but i swear i'm not one.. i'm juz a minah cute..

& guess wat? at 0230am, i've decided dat i dun haf anything else to do except to clean my room cos after tossing & turning in bed, i still cud not get to sleep.. & i'm lazy to clean my room, obviously!! so i decided to do a manicure.. hahaha.. who does manicure at 3 in e morming?!? ALIZ!!! hahahha.. after cutting, i painted my nails.. hahaha.. & u can't even paint ur nails for work but i dun care.. its champagne color.. dun think it will be DAT obvious!!

u guys shud really read tis month's edition of CLEO.. an interesting article entitled...(wait.. its in my bathroom.. shall run now..) ok.. back to our topic.. its entitled: Frustration attraction... its bout unrequited love.. has a few category of men such as the careerist, the rebounder,the committed, the boss & the player.. contains distinguishing traits & how to seduce him section for each & every category..

e one dat got my attention: THE COMMITTEd
distinguishing traits: he's in a relationship.. bla bla bla...
how to seduce him: in your own mind & nowhere else.. (AUW... tis part,i dun like.. its not helping at all...) as attractive as he may be & no matter how much u rationalise dat his relationship was over a long time ago,u need to wait until its officially dead. if not, u'll b getting involved wif a guy who cheats on his partner, which makes it an affair, not a relationship.. (OUCH!!)

BORING!! obviously, i personally think its true.. but it doesn't hurt if any committed person has a crush on sumone... rite? like e song goes: "its juz.. ah... a little crush...."

ps: tis is seah,by e way.. feeling model.. eeeuuww!!

& tis is a super close-up of her freaking nose... enjoyz e pics,y'all...
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

11) disappointed

today is my nite off.. kakek picked me up from work den go breakfast den he went home while i catch my beauty sleep... niwae, wanted to follow him to his fren'z wedding but backed out cos i cudn't open my eyes..

picked me at 6 & off we went to e hospital to see my dad.. apparently, he's been complaining to mama bout how late i was.. ape da.. i dun need to sleep meh? haiyo.. niwae, after dat i tot kakek is going to take me out... tak pun... boring jer.. pastu die balik trus.. dat's e disappoinment's all about...

1stly, its my off day & apparently its urs too..
2ndly, i'm workin afternoon tomolo & so r u..
3rdly, i tot e liberty to dress up & wore shoe so u were all dressed up for e wedding.. (& i hardly wear shoes)..

all dat so i can go home & watch tv on my off day alone.. thanks... grrrrrr...
its ok.. i'm over e anger since i've said it all out.. now i'm going to watch e dvds dat i bought in jb e other day... hmmmph!!
& my 2 NUH chicken rice, nasi ayam penyet, brownie, kek lapis & curry bun for e past 3 days has finally decided to come out.. hahahhahahahaha

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

10) Nur's bdae pics...

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

09) pemalas

hey y'all... been ignoring my blog for nearly a week now.. been wanting to blog but since me doing OT & lacking of sleep, i always end up on my bed e moment i reached home.. niwae, my appetite is not gud nowadays.. especially after Nur's bdae.. usually, i'm on pills for my constipation but i have stopped cos i think its not doing my body gud if i keep taking it everyday.. but dat's e thing... its making my tummy upside down.. like wat adam lai says: "u r full of shit!!" kurang ajar nyer budak!!

niwae, pics for Nur bdae is up & available for viewing at my multiply.. i will post up a few photos here later k...

updates on my life.... hmmm... nothing much la.. juz dat i wanna do more OT so dat i can go for an overseas trip wif my best bud, adha.. hahahha... & also since my dad is not working anymore, i do wanna help out more... & yesterday, he made my tears came rolling down.. i've reached home after doing OT & he called me to his room.. so i hugged him la.. den he said thank u to me... conversation goes like tis:

dad: thank u... thank u...

liz: y thank u?

dad: thank u cos u schooling, schooling...

liz: APE DA!!! maner ade schooling lagi!!

dad: alamak.. schooling pulak.. bcos u OT, OT...

liz: never mind... its ok..

dad: later later i ok, i work...

(tis is e point dat my tears start to build up)

sumtimes, e way he talks is really funny dat i will end up laughing instead.. he does haf a child-like talking but he's oblivious to wats happening around him.. & i love him..... nowadays, he keep saying e wrong things den step mcm melatah... hahahha.. really entertaining.. thanks to mama wo's always being strong & layaning him all these while.. it can get tiring, u noe.. but she's my superwoman.. dun tell her i said dat so she'll get big-headed.. hahhaha

niwae, me gtg.. got urgent leave for today from my SAC cos i juz received a call fom my mum.. dad got admitted again today... he complained of pain in his head for e past 3 days.. so my mum asked whether to send him to e hospital.. of cos i say yes.. & he juz got admitted.. so off to e hospital now.. niwae, pray dat my dad will get better ya,... take care, y'all....


... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

my newly pierced tragus.... its starting to be pain now... but kakek refused to acknowledge my pain... DARN!!







... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

08) wasting time

am still home now cos i'm not meeting saiful.. apparently, miscommunication leads to us not meeting... so i'll have to meet him sum other day... =(

niwae, kinda angry cos appy kept asking wat time to meet, where to meet endlessly... & i tot i was late.. den called him, die pat rumah lak.. tau tido lagi sey.. now suffering from grouchy-ness due to lack of sleep & my nose kept running away from me.. hahhaa.. niwae, will be out in a while after i put on my make up.. dunno whether its mine or Nur's bdae.. me wanna dress up but got nothing nice to wear.. in e end, bingit sendiri... hahhaa... think its e lack of sleep ah... definitely...

on a lighter note, ITS NUR'S 25th BDAE!! as usual, she's e first one to turn older among e
3 of us.. hHAHAHhHAAHhha... i like............... & tis year, the presents have a theme to go along... all thanks to me as e guys r juz plain lazy.. & since she has no chance to read tis entry before she sees e presents, its titled 'gLoriNG CrOwN' & its all in her fav color: blue!!! she'll understand it la wen she gets them... i seriously hope dat u liked it.. u noe wat.... every yr, its always up to our creative ideas to get things done.. but since its ur bdae, i have to do it alone.. hmmmmph!!

& on a even lighter note, i've got my right tragus done!!! yesterday, while shopping for nur's prezies... hahhhahahaha.. kakek dunno... ha!! & its not painful at all siak.. usually, i get my thrills from e pain of piercings but i guess i have too much of it dat i dun feel anything at all.. i really wanna do my brows or my lip area but can't, due to work.. damn!!!! but i'm a happy gal since i finally got both done.. hahhaa... gile nyer hobby ah...

ok den... need to get ready for now... meeting nur & appy in a while @ town.. dunno whether kakek is coming or not cos super miscommunication wif him.. we'll see how later la eh..

NIWAE, HAPPY 25th BDAE to my beloved sista, NUR BTE YUSOF!!!! Wishing all e best for u for 2009..... *hugs hugs*

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

07) forgot

yesterday i wanted to blog about tis but after i blogged about sumthing else and logged off den i remembered wat i wanna blog about in e first place..

2 days ago, i read my friendster messages & saw 1 weird guy msging me about my sec5 yr & saying dat he's searching high & low for me.. checked out his profile but dun haf any pic or real name.. so i really can't figure out who's tis DOL is... i left him a SMS since he gave me his number & frankly, i do not have any memories of my Sec5 yr cos i was dump into dat class wen i retook my O levels...

well aniwae, he called me back about 2hrs later & i literally screamed my head off coz i've been asking around bout him since yyyyrrrrrssss ago....(see i emphasize on e yrs.... hahahahah) its SAIFUL SENIN la.... my one & only beloved fren in sec5 class... yrs back, we got A for our malay so we opt out of malay class & lepakzz together.. but after dat, we lost contact & i've heard stories bout him being in e Cage and all but of coz, i chose not to believe it..

niwae, he told me dat he searched for me in friendster for hours, trying all sort of spelling for my name.. isn't dat sweet? for sum1 like him, i dun think he even remembered me but he did.. niwae, he told me dat he was angry cos i took 1 week to reply but was happy cos it was on his bdae dat i finally contacted him back.. well, after 8 looooong yrs of not hearing from him, i felt sooooo happy dat i called kakek immediately to tell him bout it.. he knew about saiful cos i've told him before.. & i told nur too cos i was so overly excited.. niwae, we've planned to meet tis sat on my off day & i'm sooo gonna hug & kiss him for real.. i missed him alot.. i shall post a pic of him soon k?

on another note, i've planned for a jog today after work.. but i'm too hungry dat i cooked eggs immediately after i reached home.. was having gastric tis morning cos i din eat anything since 5pm laz nite (except for a chickadees dat Dan donated to me.. hahahhaha).. now my stomach is going upside down cos i had super ice cold plain water wif my hot eggs.. hahhaa...

niwae, i'm off to bed now.. hopefully, tonight's break wun get eaten up cos i so need to wake up early to get stuff for tomolo.. me going out wif nur & sani for E special celebration.. & of cos i'm in charge of getting e items & i have a theme for u (u noe who u r) tis yr...

& i've decided to post a pic on every blog entry dat unnecessarily be linked to e topic bcoz i believe a picture speaks a thousand words.. & u can ponder or admire e pic.. for today's entry, tis pic is from my cruise experience with Taufik Batisah on April 2008.. tis is e laz sunrise as we r heading home for singapore.. enjoyz..........

so gud nitez peeps... have a great weekend!! =)

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

06) boredom

so irritated.. woke up early.. stayed in bed e whole day & still i can't sleep.. i guess i'll b sleepy by 5am.. daMn!!

niwae, laz nite kakek came over cos i literally begged him to bring me out.. e laz few times dat i met him has always been lazing in front of e tv at my house.. i'm bored of dat.. so off we went for my fav chicken wings at Boon Lay nasi lemak power... got myself 2 chicken wings!! yeah!! den packed & we went to marina barrage.. really got nothing else to do wen its already past midnight.. but i really like marina barrage so i dun mind at all..

as usual the air is so fresh!! & its super windy.. kinda like e atmosphere wen i was in sydney.. strong winds, fav chicken wings, nice atmosphere equals to satisfied Aliz.. ahhaha... me kept sharing stories wif kakek bout my dad's progress wen i finally realized sumthing... is dat wat kakek wanna hear during our date? my life has changed eversince my dad've fallen sick & does he really wanna b part of tis? i dunno.. we'll see how it goes.. now i really need to divide my attention to kakek's needs too..
on e way back, dropped by to see appy & ah bo as they were fishing nearby.. den off we went home.. e wind dere is really making me sleepy & i really need my beauty sleep..


so now its6pm & i can't get back to sleep before i get to work later!! arg!!! shall golek2 on my bed first for now.. take care for now.. till my next boring entry... niwae, tis is me & kakek @ along's wedding...


... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

05) spelling!!

juz some random tots... i noe flaws exist & imperfection lies in everyone.. but i noticed dat sum peeps who r wearing e 'SGT' on their name tags (meaning dat they haf completed their diplomas) have problems in spelling... read on...............

in 1 unfortunate SMS to my 'ehem' goes like tis: 'budak budak your badge yg bilang...'
hmmmmm... isnt it supossed to be B.A.T.C.H?
like DUH!! tis truely deserve a DoUbLe DDUUHH DDUUHH!!



... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

04) miss e old times...

really dunno wat to blog about cos e only thing i wanna do is to COMPLAIN!! think shud do a column called: "U COMPLAIN!!", juz like e muttons on perfect10..


niwae, saw taib's been reading my blog.. & reading blogs of my fellow colleagues, i suddenly realized dat i so miss e times at HTA.. we've shared a great bond dat no one wud ever imagined or understand.. but all good times have to come to en end.. so off we went on our separate ways, into different teams which makes meeting up, an almost impossible thing to do..

most of e times, i meet them online.. which is a very sad thing... i so miss e boring lectures, catching e sleeping beauties, e teasings, e name callings, e bitchings, e story-telling, e smoking session.. Oh ya!! i miss my Papa Helmi's formula 1 laughter & Mr 'Dun-tell-youuuuuuu' Dani (*tsk*tsk)... hahahhah.. to my dear Darz, if u guys r reading this, i MISSssSS u guys....!!





look at Khairi's face in e second pic.. like sum gundu!! hahahha...



... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

03) rebel

today's my off day & yet things r not so smoothly sailing for me & kakek.. really pissed off at him.. & him being him, obviosuly, he acts as if nothing happenned even though i've ignored him for e whole day yesterday..

& me being me, i rebelled... (is dere such a word?) well anyway, i've juz went for a hair dye.. an impulse decison.. & it turned out super-minah.. now waiting for nur to come by to do sum damage-control.. i can't go to work wif my hair like tis.. its so minah color... tried taking pic of e color but can't see how orange it is.. but its ok.. nur is coming so it'll be better tomolo for work..

i also wanted to get my tragus done but after dye-ing my hair, was too astounded by e color dat i head straight home..

on 3rd Jan (post New Year celebration), me, adha, mai, amir (her fiance), adam, francine (his fancee), nur, appy & taufik, went to arab street for shisha session.. e shisha dere is sooo much better cos 'tak kasar'.. usually i dun like shisha dat much cos of the 'kasarness' but tis one is good.. its at sufi turkish restaurant.. we hang out till 3am wif adha telling me all e juicy story of how girls at work r jealous of my relationship with him.. apparently, sum girls dun understand e word 'best buddies'.. & besides, i'm 'manja', not flirtatious... get dat fact right, u stooopid b*&@h!!
yes, i'm angry.. in fact, very angry... but watever.. i can't please everyone...

after arab street, me & taufik brought appy & nur to marina barrage.. wanted to take pictures but e camera's wif kakek.. & if u noticed, kakek is not around due to sum foreseen circumstances (not unforeseen).. watever!!
niwae,took pics wif my phone but its redundant.. however, e atmosphere dere is super nice.. neva fail to amaze me each & every time.. for those who have not gone dere, u better go soon.. e air dere is so fresh & its always windy.. but its a NO-SMOKING zone dere.. so irritating!!

niwae, kakek's here.. he's going to be my slave for today.. nur is not coming since she noes dat he's coming.. so off to e battle field....
wish me luck!!


... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

02) 'countdown celebration'

while many others are doing their countdown, welcoming 2009, i have absolutely no idea that it had arrived until i heard 'BOOM.. BOOM... BOoom...! '. & while others r watching fireworks @ Marina Bay, i had the priviledge of watching the fireworks across e causeway... Luckily for me, i got e front counter, therefore managed to catch a glimpse of JB's fireworks.. hahhaha... PS: i'm a very fireworks girl so i was really happy for dat 3 mins..

niway, my new year resolution for 2009 is.................... : NOT to make any resolutions cos i noe i'll neva keep or do them.. But i do wish for a better year for myself, for my dad to get better & for my mum to be healthy always..

& while others are having a hangover as they are waking up on the 1st day of 2009, I was heading to bed..

niwae, a pic of the fireworks if u can see some red spots.. actually got passenger in front of me but i dun care.. they r busy filling up e white card.. hahahha

Niwae, HAPPY 2009 my frenz... hope for e best for all of u tis year.. like wat sani lurves to say: Here's to gud frenzship, gud health & many many gud sex ahead... CHEERS!!! =)