Thursday, January 28

As for today, Dino is no longer mine.. it has been sold to my colleague,Helmi.. auw.. i din really haf to sell it away but i guez e money can b use in a more fruitful way for my parents.. haiz...
my heart kinda ache cos it is my dream bike.. Super4 in a very bright yellow color.. but its ok.. at least i did haf it for 7 moths.. hopefully it will be happy wif e new owner.. Niwae, thanks to Helmi & wifey for buying it..

niwae, 2 days ago was e chalet thingy for Alpha @ ChangiCottage.. a lot of people din go but wat e heck.. i haf my company & it was great.. Me,Haslin & Shida put e F-U-N in fun dere,u noe.. participated in e games & it was hilarious.. special thanks to Kak Suhana for playing along in the Dog&Bone game.. though tiring & we lost,still it was great fun,panting,chasing & dragging people.. hahahha.. i got hit in e head by Shida but after seeing sum stars,i'm ok.. =)
den move on to musical chairs.. hahaha.. mcm budak2 kecik.. down to 2 contestants: Me & DO Han.. but after a 'tough' fight, i merged as the Champion!! yeah!!
Lucky draw was funny cos Haslin,Shida & me won e same thing.. hahah! So officially,i got myself a 3rd MP3.. =)
Last but not least,after e makciks was ruling e karaoke set, e 3 crazy gals took over & it was so so so sun.. we danced & laughed & sing a lot... sampai jadi kecoh sey.. at least we managed to pull in e uncles (abg rafik & aru & azali) to join in e fun.. it was such a priviledge to be able to sing wif abg gigi.. hahhaa.. wait till u guys see e vids,man.. happening giler..

niwae,Thanks to Haslin & Rashida for giving me e yellow-theme prezzies.,way too advance.. i lurve e gifts,gals... thankiu tankiu thankiu!! & it means 1 more day to my Bdae trip.. so exciting!!

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Monday, January 25

had such a tiring yesterday.. here's e story.. came home on sat nite & went to JB Pasar Pandan wif a couple of frenz since i rented a car.. e purpose is to bring A who has never been dere before.. tour guide, me & Ir.. Since its e demise of e Sultan of Johor, most shops are closed.. niwae, i told A e reason y la.. Den suddenly, Ir came to me & said, "eh.. i noticed sumthing different la.. they r all wearing e same songkok.. cool ah?"

1 word: DUMB-DUMB..

niwae,din haf much sleep den off to e zoo wif my 4 monsters & sis.. really ah.. it was really tiring to walk e whole of zoo wif 4 kids who r,of cos,very demanding.. we wen to e kids area & of cos they had fun playing @ e wet playground.. as for me, i had to endure e hot sun.. haiz..


niwae, i din haf my camera wif me so i din take much photos.. its still on loan wif sani.. wonder wen he'll b back tis time.. really nid it back for my trip to bali tis sat.. i hope he'll b back on time,though.. i'll kill him if i dun get my camera by den.. hmmmph!!


PS: 4 more days to go..

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Saturday, January 23

sacrifice goes a long way...

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Thursday, January 21

how i wish i cud do sumthing to help.. but all i can do is to watch helplessly...
i'm sorry things turned out tis way.. i hope u stay strong & i wan u to know dat i'm always here for u,regardless...

i lurve u.. i lurve my 4 monsters.. i lurve mama.. & i lurve ayah.. i will support watever decision u make.. u can mark my words.. BUT plz.... make a decision for urself, ur well-being, for UR OWN happiness..

we'll go thru e obstacles together,i promise...

*hugs & kisses*

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Sunday, January 17

Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place...

(-_-)

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Friday, January 15

0255hrs

hey hey.. me still not asleep yet.. hahaha..
niwae, shall tell u guys about my oh-so-super-exciting Bali trip.. will be going on 30th Jan till 3rd Feb.. yuhoo.. itinerary's all done up.. cant wait for 2nd Feb.. me going for a bungy jump!! HELL YEAH!!!
ok. actually,i'm nervous.. very nervous.. everytime i think of it, my heart will beat very fast.. i admit.. i'm scared.. scared to death to be exact.. BUT!!! i will do it & i can do it.. even if i cant, i've already told my cuzzies to force me to jump off dat damn platform.. hahahhaha!! & i'm not gonna bother myself wif all e stories bout bungy jump gone wrong cos i dun care.. i will do it while i'm still young..
wait.. young?! i'm not dat young anymore lor.. ahakz!! dats e reason i wanna jump on my BDAE day itself.. dun worry,people.. already bought 2 insurance policies in case sumthing bad happen.. *CHOI*

=p

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@0222hr 150110

seriously, i'm bored.. i wen online.. look @ sum frenz' pic in FB, read sum blogs den book a movie for tomolo morning.. den i dunno wat to do.. i can go to sleep, u noe.. but i dun wan to.. nothing gud is on tv.. i haf no more gud dvds to watch.. haiz...

niwae,am going to JB on monday wif Ifah.. wana go shopping den to Pasar Pandan.. think am gonna buy more drama series.. cos i got all e time in e world to watch them.. e 1st one i got for myself is Gossip Girls.. den Brothers & sisters.. very gud show,u noe... cos got Calista Flockhart.. den think am gonna get Gilmore Girls.. but i think they have more than 8 seasons ah.. bankrupt ah mcm ni.. Besides, i cant bring all in at once.. i dun wanna get caught at green channel later by my own colleagues.. hahaha!

haiya.. nothing much to say la.. so i guez i shud go to sleep now la ek.. gonna haf a looong day tomolo.. after work, me gonna watch Its Complicated wif 'Ehem'.. & its @ 0215hrs sumore.. hopefully, i wun fall asleep in e theatre.. haha!!
nitez my loves....



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Sunday, January 10

let me tell u e 2 most dumbest things dat a mother/daughter team can do in 1 single day within a span of a few hours..

Daughter
Sleepy but still attended briefing after work.. so while trying to keep herself awake, daughter decides to sit forward,as in lean forward.. OH!! before dat,she popped a mint into her mouth.. den she lean forward wif her elbows on her knees.. den she yawns.. too lazy to close her wide-open mouth,she bend her head downwards.. & PLOP!!! e mint dropped onto e carpet floor..
Moral of e story
Dun believe anyone who says dat a mint can help u stay awake..

Mother
went on e bike as a pillion.. in a hurry cos tak sabar to meet her frenz.. den wen she's juz merely 1 metre away from e main road, she stop dad from moving any further.. & OH!! she forgot to wear helmet.. she's juz wearing her tudung..
Moral of e story
Dun be such a kan-cheong lor..


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Sunday, January 3

030110

i hope its still not to late to wish u guys a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
sorry about e lack of updates for e past 2 mths.. not dat i dun wan to but cos i cant.. my laptop was down & was too lazy to brig it for service.. hahah!! i managed to salvage my lappy only on New Year's eve.. so dun worry guys,dere will b more updates soon k?

niwae, a lot has happened for e past 2 mths.. i went to e lawyer about ayah's case den came e big wedding of e year (Lin & Dan), my dad's bdae, my negotiation to sell off Dino, planning for my Bali trip, work related issue (hot hot hot) & many more..

cant actually remember much now ah.. but dat is all history.. now we shud look forward & write about those things dat will be happening in 2010..

niwae,for e 1st time tis year, i did not go partying for e countdown (gud gal,kan? kan? kan?).. 1 reason is cos i duno where to go.. 2.I dunno who to ask since my crazy cherlyn is outta country & my group of frenz dun party anymore except for Sani,of cos. & 3. i haf to stay clean cos i'm visiting my ayah soon..
& for e 1st time too, i din even set any new year resolutions cos they r meant to be forgotten anyway..

so... all i wish for myself in 2010 is to be truely happy & live each day to e fullest.. enjoy life & haf fun instead of thinking too much.. live to love & love to life.. stop thinking bout wat others say bout me cos dey r crap! u cant please everyone in tis world & u dun haf to.. so.... i aim to be e care-free aliz.. yuHhooOoooOO!!

bring it on,2010!!
=)


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