30) can't sleep

dunno if i did mentioned it here or my multiply blog dat HDB is doing extra lifts for my block & i will have 1 directly in front of my house wen i dun even need 1 especially wen i'm on level 1... wow.. dat was a loong sentence.. well niwae, they r still making a lot of noise, drilling & hammering 1 stuff or another.. darN!! i'm back from nite shift & i can't sleep cos of e noise level.. ARG!!

ppst: i have fallen deeper into e trap dat i have set up for myself wif so much confidence dat i wun fall into it.. do i need help? i dunno.. do i wan help? i dunno.. wat i noe is dat i wanna have e moment while it lasts.. & secretly, i do hope it wun last longer den i expected it to be..

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

29) took from a fren's blog

Oprah Winfrey said this about relationships:

- Maintain boundaries in how a man should treat you. If something bothers you, speak up!

which is wat i did but nothing seems to go into his head.. hmmmm.... galfrenz....... dun u ever feel tis way?

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28) i forgot to add tis in

work related.. I CAUGHT U!!! hahhaha.. proud of myself, of cos.. but quite scared if i'm wrong.. den dat will definitely invite a complain.. but i go wif my gut feelings & wif e help of Ifah,my fav mentor, i send dat bugger in..
& i'm RIGHT... its true wen they say dat desperate times call for desperate measures.. & too bad for this bugger, i had to send u in to save my arse..
But peeps say no matter how many cases u haf, if u haf 1 single mistake, they will mark u down.. hoepfully, i wun haf dat.. insya Allah...


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27) off day

remember i say earlier dat my eye hurts? i took mc for 2 nites e other day.. it was swollen.. but few days ago, i had bloodshot eye.. dunno y la.. tot of going to e doc again yesterday but had ot.. so syg klau tak buat ot.. but alhamdullilah, today e blood veins like disappearing.. so we'll see how tomolo la.. niwae, its not disturbing my vision.. so its ok la, i guess...

niwae, fri nite, got linda to drive my parents to JK to let my dad meet his biker frenz.. hapy gile die dpt jumpe kawan2 lame.. da mcm budak muda.. hahhaa.. but of cos, he doesn't talk much.. die malu pasal die bbual tak btul sgt & peeps keep laughing at him.. hahha.. funny ah him.. so he juz smiled jer ah..

& remember i mentioned about an abg who's close to my family? he gave me a present!! an adidas watch!! yeah.. mcm tau jer aliz suke adidas.. hahhaha

niwae, nothing much to update.. its a rainy day.. & i'm super tired.. so i forgo watver plans for today & shall laze around in e house... u guys haf a great sunday!!


... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

26) missing me

it seems like ages ago dat i laz did an entry.. niwae, on 13th feb after work, came home to find a present on my bed.. though its 11 days after my bdae, its still february & u guys can keep giving bdae prezies if u wan to la... hahhaa.. & its a gift from my parents!! wen i opened it up, its a brand new HP.. BUT not e latest model la.. its actually a very old model but its ok.. its e thought dat counts.. really wasn't expecting anything from them but was really really surprised.. so sweeet.........

& V-day, after waiting for kakek for a loooong time, he finally came & picked me up to meet his frenz at Sembawang Park.. b4 dat, he gave me a NBC bag.. yeah!! so cuute... lots of jack's face on it.. oh... did i mentioned dat he actually bought me a Adidas Bagpack a few days after my bdae? i dunno but wat's up wif e bags,man? i do luv it but my mum keeps nagging at e number of bags dat keeps piling up in my room.. but THANKS KAKEK for e gifts!!! U've pampered me enough wif e endless gifts already... thankiu thankiu thankiu!!

back to sembawang park.. by e time we reached dere, e games r over.. darn!! i watched e vids of them playing silly games & it was so exciting but too bad.. by e time we came, all of them r tired from e games.. but it was a nice get-together thingy...

niwae, my eye hurts tis few days.. mayb its tembil but i can't see anything in my eye.. shud i or shud i not take MC for tonight? haiz... see how later ah.. now its time to golek golek b4 i decide to go doc or not...

e gift from my parents

e bags from Kakek

see how much i'm being pampered tis few days...? aaahhhh... i lurve february....

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25) ....

HaPpY VaLeNtiNe's DaY pEoPlE!!!

i dunno wat's dere to be happy about today but juz for e fun of it la...


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24) ...

sacrifice is wat i'll do for u.. dun tell me things wen u haf no intention of doing it..

ps: off day today but nothing to do.... haiz.........

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23) talks

guess wat? i slept after my previous entry all e way till morning.. kakek called me at 8pm & i simply told him dat i need to sleep.. my colleagues msged me about e going out thingy but i slept like a log.. darn.. so wasted sey...

niwae, had breakfast wif my parents tis morn.. my dad's condition is getting worst.. he keeps talking in a funny way.. all his words r jumbled up.. & e doc had told us dat he cud haf a surgery to facilitate e movement of e blood flow.. but its gonna b risky.. so we r still deciding... but me & mum can still cope so we r not in a rush to do dat surgery.. even my dad do not wan it..

on a lighter note, mama got a scare juz now.. 1 of my dad's biker frenz, quite a young chap la, has taken over e role of Arwah Abg Daud.. he's always calling & asking bout our well-being, exactly how Arwah Abg Daud used to do.. but juz now, he called mama & asked about ME!! & he mentioned dat he wans 2 'merisik'.. hahahha.. i find it funny but mama got scared.. she's afraid if he's falling for me.. hahhahaha... i dun think he's for real la.. i'm such a rebel.. who wud fall for me? i've always got all e Mr Wrongs... but all 's said.. its up to JODOH, which i extremely believe in... so.. e time will come when it comes...
& when mama asked me when i wanna get married, i answered her,'32'.. hahhhaa.. i must haf given her a heart attack den..

haiyo... 25th bdae equals to lots more people asking when i wanna get married... arg!! irritating!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

22) juz a simple day

tis week is my bdae mood week.. only did 1 OT sey.. so i'm home now after morning shift.. mayb going out wif colleagues later.. niwae, i'm officially a bankrupt now.. went to vivo e other day wif kakek & shopped.. a lot!!! hahhaha.. lots of shop r having sales still thus the need for retail therapy..

i took e liberty to dress up since its our date.. me wearing heels & e paris hilton bag dat they gave me.. & it had to rain e moment i got out of e house.. & wen i reached vivo, my heels decided to break off.. PUTUS!! irritating!!!!!!!!! went around to find new pair of shoes & by e time we got to e cinema, movies not available.. double irritation!!

niwae, went shopping & dat explains e bankruptcy.. we managed to catch "Love matters" e next day coz i really wanted to watch it.. u guys shud too.. its very funny.. i liiike... kudos to jack neo for another brilliant movie.. can't stop laughing e whole time.. a bit crappy but stilll funny....

& today, seah dropped by my counter again & we played wif e intercom thingy, yet again.. & oh ya.. we saw a passenger wif a huuuuuuUUUuuuge 'taik hidung' hanging helplessly by his nose & we din even tell e poor guy about it.. we juz stood dere & laughed our heads off.. ingat tak seah?
kekek ah.. & seah being seah.. she kept disturbing my passengers using dat intercom thingy..

niwae, gonna watch sum tv now.. haf a gud week ahead peeps...!!

club marc & forever21

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21) 09/08 celebrates

since its taking ages for my multiply to upload my bdae pics dere, shall do up another post..

3rd feb, Seah,Taib,Huda Yem, Huda J decides to bring me out for a movie.. we booked a room at Cmax (i think dats it is called la..), den rented a scary movie & had food... wanted to geng-bang Taib but 'The Haunted School' got our eyes fixed on e screen.. Den my dearest Adha(silent H) came wif a Bdae cake from Swensen's, gf in tow.. so sweet of u guys!!! really like e surprise... its a pity dat adam, mai, ayne & norman can't make it.. if not, it will b a hell of a time dere..

niwae, both HudaS got me tis very very cute socks & a sign dat says "No KiSS Please" wif a pic of a huuuge ass... & guess wat? they dunno dat it is included wif a condom la.. HELLO!!! y wud i need dat condom?!?! its tucked away safely sumwhere in my room.. mati aku klau mak aku nampak... My darling adha (silent H again) got me movie passes & a bag dat i've been eyeing for a looong time.. shall again post up e pics but later la.. Ayne & Norman gave me a dress at work yesterday.. very nice & girlie.. hahaha... me? girlie? hmmm...

thank u very much, u guys... & seah.. thank u for organizing tis day.. & i'm sorry u lost ur Yusofs... hahahhaha

e cake

happy me

e gals

me & Adha (i think i look gud in tis pic.. hahha)

e geng

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20) i wish tis number was my age...

MIA coz was away for e weekend for my bdae celebration at Downtown East chalet B1210.. den back to work & doing OTs... niwae, here's my update on my bdae celebration...
it was a laz min thingy, having e chalet & preparaton was done by my bestest frenz in e world & kakek too.. & guess wat?!? for e 1st time ever in my life, i did not noe wat's in store for me.. & i must say ITS E BEST BDAE CELEBRATION EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (yuhooooo!!!)

started off as we all r meeting late & wen i reached B1210, bdae decors was up & my frenz were all dere, giving me a splendid surprise.. & i for once, was truly surprised & touched.. they had a theme for me.. 'PYJAMAS PARTY!!' see e pics & u'll noe y.. hahahha... i dun wanna blog much about it coz no words can describe how i felt at dat moment..

Special Thanks to all my dearest:
-Kakek
-Nur
-KamNani
-Linda
-Dan
-Kak Diana (for going along wif e plan)
-Liana (for being our maid for e evening)
-Appy (e other Feb Fool)
for making e bdae celebration,an exciting & fun one.. i LURVE u GUys.. & really ApPreCiaTE waT u gUys dId... & i sOoooOOoOooOOo lurve e pREZZIES, even e SIA pyjamas (eeeuuuww)...

ps: for more pics, go to http://gilerazgal.multiply.com/

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

pictures galore

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19) all in 1 day

believe me.. today is such a hectic day.. it all begun not well.. again & again, neva fail to disappoint me though i chose to believe u, u proved me wrong once again.. so thanks for making me wait in vain..

-- niwae, paintball outing wif kakek's frenz din happen cos i rebelled.. so i guess he went on his own..

--den out of sudden, Janet Teo decided to call me.. she's back from TH for CNY & we made a laz min decision to meet up.. walked around, talked, ate dinner & took sum stupid photos.. shall post up soon but now too lazy..

-- as we were walking along Centrepoint towards somerset MRT (u noe where e traffic light is, rite? & e road is quite big lor..), a blind man decides to cross e street la.. wen THE RED MAN WAS ALREADY ON!! & guess wat? he was standing in e middle of e road wen these stupid cars decide to move lor.. for goodness' sake!! dat man is walking wif a stick so obviously he's blind.. juz wait a lil while for him to cross la.. IDIOTS la these drivers.. tsk.. tsk.. u guys shud b strike by lightning!! niwae, i dunno y but i ran towards him & quickly guided him to e other side of e road.. it happened all too quickly dat i seriously din think of my own safety.. Janet obviously was screaming my name cos sum cars were already moving despite dat poor man standing in e middle of e road.. wen i asked him y he crossed, he said dat he heard e traffic light sound was on.. so i told dat e green light was on already.. niwae, i'm glad i helped sumone today.. => & thanks to those others who were beside him & decided to juz walked away wifout guiding him.. u guys shud b strike by lightning too.. tsk tsk..

--wen to OG's Shiseido counter & asked e aunty on duty on e price of e tinted moisturizer.. den she proceed to put some on my hand & said this, "tis is a tinted moisturizer & its a moisturizer wif color.." LIKE DUH!!
den she recommended Shiseido's eyelash curler to Janet & wen Janet cudn't find e diff btwn normal curler & tis curler, aunty said: "tis is same like normal one la.. but tis is diff bcoz its Shiseido's.. Better brand, better curl..." LIKE DUH AGAIN!!
& wen janet asked wat's a mascara base for? she said: its a base for mascara..
(at tis moment, me & janet said thanks & walked away.. obviously feeling irritated..)

--really dunno where to go, i went to my old place.. holland drive blk 11 where i spent my childhood & teen years dere.. walked around e neighbourhood & see my old house.. brings back memories siak.. wen to e park & sat dere for quite a while to have alone time, thinking.. my fren say kental but i think its ok.. sumtimes its gud to haf alone time to reflect on things.. den i took a long way home & cruise slowly..

-- oh!! & i got a missed call from Arwh abg daud's number.. was taken aback cos i really wished it was him cos i soo need to talk to him.. but scared jugak ah.. skali like e movie 'Hantu sms', tak ke mampus aku? niwae, its actually his older bro asking bout my dad..& he still keeps Arwah abg daud's number apparently.. niwae, was touched by his concern bout my dad.. Thanks to the B.B. Inc. families who's always askin bout my dad's well-being.. Insya-Allah dgn berkat doa smua, he will get better.. & to Arwah Abg Daud, i miss u... u r always on my mind ( i'm sorry but i still do cry wen i'm thinking bout u).. Al-fatehah...

now i'm going to take a shower & watch TV.. so how? long ah tis entry.. so many things happened today, all wif mixed emotions.. but today is MY day.. & i'm doing things MY way.. niwae,my vote for e most happening thing dat happenned today is definitely e aunty from shiseido.. funny ah u..
wat a way to end my January 2009...

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