62) recent events

so many things happenned in e laz 10 days.. a part of me wanna blog sooo much yet a part of me is too lazy to blog.. several ups & downs happenned too.. so i really dunno where to begin... lets start wif e serious stuff 1st..

e doc did e final scan of my dad's brain.. one third of bapak's brain do not haf supply of blood.. so dat explains y he kept having, wat he called as, "i see stars".. sudden blackouts.. he gets tired easily now.. his words r jumbled up.. & u nid to tell him things twice or thrice.. wen e doc spoke 2 him, he was reluctant.. but a few days ago, i had a discussion wif him & he decided dat he wans to go ahead wif it.. i broke down infront of him, kakek & mama.. i guess kakek was shocked.. dere i was talking to him & suddenly i juz broke down.. i really din expect it myself.. but ya.... i am scared.. i am very very scared... dat is y i'm gonna talk to e doc myself on e 22nd..

i am fine wif e way bapak is now.. i dun mind if he do not wanna go ahead wif e ops.. i dun wanna anything worst to happen to him.. but its his life, his brain & decision is his.. if he wanna go ahead wif it, its his choice & all i can go is to give him support.. all e support dat i can give..

so everyone, plz pz pray for my dad ya..ops's date is not confirmed yet cos blood tests r needed.. but i'll keep u guys informed.. he'll need all e prayers dat he can get.. & plz plz do not mentioned it to mama or bapak ya.. they haf not plan to tell anyone yet... but Insya allah, he'll get better wif or wifout e ops, i hope....

& to Iskandar Hadi, i noe u've been reading my blog for watever reasons, only u urself noe.. i cant say much cos its ur right to read.. but do not use tis blog as an avenue to get ur stories & disturb my fren's life anymore.. i noe its hard to move on.. i really do cos i've been through it.. but plz... for e sake of our 'fren', wat u r doing is only gonna hurt u more than ever.. wat we can do is to pray for her to be happy in her life wif her loved ones ok.. lets not create a big hoo-ha here.. i still respect u as a fren so plz do me tis favor..

& to my frenz, i apologized if my blog has created any disturbance in ur lifes.. it is not my intention to do so.. i hope dat u will accept my apologies sincerely..

well, tis has been a long entry but these r e issues dat r bothering my mind now.. dun worry.. i still haf happy moments for e past 10 days.. like how we celebrated Lin & Dan's bdae!! hope u 2 enjoy e 'sumthing different' dinner & certainly hope u liked ur prezzies!!!

HaPpY BdAe tO mY dEaResT fReNz, LiN & DaN...

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61) back in sg but busy studying

its 0303hrs on 20th may.. & guess wat? instead of telling u guys all about my redang trip, which was fanstastic, i'm online to do research on e pricing of ICs & passports.. my exam is officially 30 hrs more & i think i haven been studying enough.. & u noe wat? i did a little, tiny, weeny bit of studying in Redang on e 1st nite.. SERIOUS!! & my colleagues tot i was crazy.. but i had to cos on e 2nd nite, i was dead drunk.. hahaha!! thank God i did study on my 1st nite dere, otherwise i wud feel so guilty to bring my notes all e way to Redang,without touching them at all..

i've juz been to ICA website & got wat i need to noe.. but i cudn't resist not to blog so dat explains y i'm here wen i'm supposed to be studying.. will tell u more about e trip after my exam ya...

niwae, i'm done with blogging so off to my notes again.. need to study for however long my eyes can tahan.. targeted time: 4am..



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60) one week ltr....

i finally managed to get my mum involved in my scouting for a new bike.. she din make any noise wen i saw bapak some options.. & i managed to get her to sit in front of my lappy, showing e pics... in a way, i have progress a bit la.. hahah .. got a few dat i saw online.. obviously, wud prefer to haf VtecIII but if i do buy dat, i'll be a bankrupt.. dun wan an expensive bike la.. i juz wanna fulfil my dream of riding a S4.. & bapak is obsessed wif VtecI so he wun settle wif a superly nicely done up v. S wif micron pipe & VtecIII tail... haiyo.. dat 1 very nice & very cheap lor.. but i think bapak wanna relive his S4 moments so he only wans me to buy VtecI.. den hor, found 2 VtecI dat are quite affordable but they seldom online.. haiz.. so really must slowly find lor...


my law exam is coming up rite after my holiday.. & i haven even start proper studying.. actually, i've started la but so fening kepale one lor.. all e definitions & Acts & penalty & watsoever... i hope i can really absord sumthing cos i can't afford to fail it.. seriously!!! & guess wat? i have to bring my notes on my holiday, dat's for sure... =(

yesterday, wen to JB wif Lin & Dan.. very laz min idea.. actually, in e morning, Dan's bike got prob.. konon nak tolong la padahal kena tow jgk akhirnya.. den sit around at home den made e laz min idea to go jb.. lin bought NBc car accessories & kakek bought me a huUUuuge Jack.. i liiiike... e mini version of Jack is hanging on my chop box.. now i'm considering of doing a decal of NBC for my gilera...

oh!! dun worry.. even though i'm going to get a S4, i still) remember my dearest gilera, maman ok? dats e name kakek's frenz gave my bike.. hahaha.. i wud prob wanna do him up too... he haf been a gud bike to me for e past 3 yrs so i think he shud received sum gud attention..

wait & see lor... it will take time cos OT is reducing day by day but i will do it.. & i can't wait for tomolo.. me off to redang!! =) so in case u dun see any updates for a while, me & kakek r far far away, enjoying e sun & e sand & e sea in Redang.. hopefully i can enjoy & study @ e same time (i din forget e studying part ok?!) u guys take care!! haf a great weekend ya... oh ya... dun miz me!! hahahhaha

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59) she's still ain't talking to me... haiz...

no luck still... mummy dearest is still not talking to me about e hope for getting a new bike.. darn!! all she said to me were, "i've cooked today.. better eat at home hor..", den she hang up... OR, "i neva cook ah today.. go find food urself.." & she hanged up again.. everytime i wanna begin my topic about S4, she locked herself in her room.. soOOooOoo childish one!!! hmmmph!!! but i got 1 guy who is all out for me to get a new bike.. in fact, he's trying to help me talk to my mum.. dat person is..... MY DAD!!! =)

well, i shall not push but shall wait for gud news.. i hope... niwae, tis morning i rode adha's S4 VtecIII.. wow!!! e sound, i like.... hiaz.. can't wait for my own...

niwae, again for vesak day, alpha is working & laz nite was jam packed wif SG cars coming back.. a lot of e passengers r very irritating to e extent of abusing our officers.. at break time, some of my colleagues were complainin of having kena scolded 'stupid', passports thrown to them, people refusing to co-operate to show their face.. oh come on!! 1 word of advice, dun go to JB if u guys wanna complain lor.. as hard as i tried to be smiling & courteous, dere r some people who r juz out to spoil ur day.. usually, i wud brush it off.. or curse & curse them BUT only after they leave my counter ah... hahahha..

wanna complain bout another thing.. Jafri... usually, i wud put J but, to hell wif it... niwae, Jafri is my ex-boyfriend of 8 yrs whom i loved dearly but apakan daya, kite takde jodoh.. & after 1 1/2 yrs of his silence, we met & cleared our misunderstanding & agreed on being purely frenz.. & being adults, i really tot he can handle it.. occassionally, we wud SMSed each other, juz saying hello.. but e other day, i called him cos i cleared his uncle.. so konon nak ckp la yg aku ni clear pakcik die... & also to ask how did he do for his anugerah audition.. but my call was rejected & he SMSed me saying tis,: "wat do u wan ???" KNN... cancelled my call but can msg.. tot he was busy or wat but can sensed dat he was not nice.. so i replied saying sorry if i'm disturbing him & chill ah.. but i guess he's going through PMS ah.. so irritated!! come on lor.. y so sensitive? juz a normal phonecall ma.. but i guess he might b wif a gal,dat's y e cold shoulder.. aniwae, wat's new? he gave me dat treatment before lor wen he was wif dat ******...
told kakek about it cos was quite confused and upset by his treatment.. wateva his reason is for acting e way he did, i guess sum people juz can't grow up...!

me gtg.. juz took a long shower & now shall take a nap before my kakek brings me out for a date.. =)

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58) busy but happy!! =)

i noe its been a while since i laz logged in but was kinda busy.. juggling work, kakek, my 2 license lessons.. haiz...

updates on Kakek & me.. we did e craziest thing on my laz nite off... went home & slept for a while den off to CineLeisure to do a movie marathon.. we actually watched 2 movies back to back.. Friday the 13th & Jgn Tegur.. both movies r e kinda movies dat make ur heart jump out kind.. scary.. but we had fun... den went home & watched our newly-bought dvd (Kate & Leopold).. movie marathon,shud try it again sum day...

niwae, as sum of u noe, i resumed my 2A lessons again.. din tell people about my TP test but ya, my TP was tis morning.. on sunday, i went for e revision circuit & i fell off e bike at e E-brake station.. & i hurt my leg... its funny cos all these yrs, i haf had no accident at all outside but i always fell during my lessons @ BBDC.. & i fell AGAIN @ e same station tis morning during warm-up session.. I told myself dat if i do not pass tis TP test, den it is not rewarding at all to fall 2 times!! &&&&&&& after much anticipation & heart-thumping moments dat i encountered during e test, I, ALIZ E MENACE, HAD PASSED MY 2A TP TODAY!!! juz 1 attempt only!!!

so indeed, e fall was well worth it.. now i juz haf to scout around for my fav bike!! so exciting.. wen i told my mum dat i passed, she completely ignored me wen i reached home.. KNN!! she noes dat i'm gonna ask her for her permission to get a new bike on my own or better still, if she wanna sponsor me, i wudn't reject dat offer, of cos.. hahhahah!! but she's not talking to me at all, even till now... hmmmmmmmph!!

& tis is e scar dat i got from e fall & my knee is bruising up too..

04/05/2009 - Passed my BTT

05/05/2009 - Passed my 2A

now, all i haf to do is start my practical lessons... Pray for me, guys!!

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57) new face of I. C.heck A.ll

like i told u b4, Alpha always work nite shift for public holidays.. & true enough, i was at work laz nite while people are partying e weekend away.. but 1 passenger made my day... in fact, 2.. hahahha..
1 chinese guy commented dat i haf a sweet smile & e org shud make posters of my smiling face.. hahahha.. not i say one hor... den he said," shud put up ur poster instead of MSK's face all over e place.. Haiyo.. his face is so outdated already lor..." hahhaaha.. he made me crack laughing out loud lor.. but after dat, i can't look at his face already.. oh ya.. i can't accept compliments well...
next was a malay abang who commented dat e org shud haf more staff who smile at passengers more rather den all e fierce looking officers around... actually ah, i was talking to abg yus who was in my counter lor.. hence, e very big smile.. hahahah..

but... i wish for more people like them lor.. everyday without fail, u'll meet nasty people who thinks we owe them a living.. its kinda frustrating but cursing after they leave ur counter helps a bit.. i'm sure all e officers do dat.. i'm not gung-ho enough to say it in front of their face cos it will take my time unnecessrily lor... i wud rather haf dat time to clear other nice passengers... niwae, off to sleep now.. another night to slave my arse off tonight..

ps: i noe its May already but i still have not put up photos of Sani & Kakek's bdae.. i'm too lazy to do it without my comp la.. oh.. my comp is still down.. darn!! & my hp too.. i wun noe dat i haf received msges unless i go directly into inbox and check.. wat's up wif it, man?!? do u think its time to get a new one..?

HaPpY LaBoUr DaY!!

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