74) mum's sick & we'r ok =)

my mum scared me on saturday cos we had to rush her to e hospital cos of high fever.. well, iniatially,my dad had fever during e weekday for about 2 days.. he got better.. den my mum had fever & she went to e doc & got 7 days MC.. (i dun understand y she took e MC wen she's a perm housewife.) niwae, 2 days later, her fever shot to 40C...

i've juz reached my fren,Diana's wedding barely 3 mins den my mum called me to go home & sent her to e hospital.. terperanjat beruk sey.. before i left, i asked her if she was feeling ok.. but she juz murmured "ok ok,", so i went out la.. tot i can meet my fellow HSSonians at Diana's place.. but i mananged to meet her though.. cos i went to e guy's side which is at Toh Guan (near my place) first & thinking of following the bride & groom back to Diana's place..

but of cos, i din make it to Serangoon cos i went back home after eating at e place & sent my mum to NUH (with Lin's help).. sat dere for a whole 5hrs,drip & blood test before we can finally see her,walking happily towards us.. Alhamdullilah, its not H1N1 but juz e common fever bug.. but today, she's back to e helpless state cos her fever is playing e hide & seek game.. sumtimes, it goes way up high but sumtimes it go down abit.. so hopefully, she's gonna get better soon cos i can't stand her.. very super sensitive & irritating.. LOL!! dun tell her dat k? & she keep calling me to get home fast.. (think she's using her excuse of being sick to make me sit at home ah...)

niwae,me juz book an anniversary gift for kakek.. no, its not a hotel room... but an exclusive sneak preview of UP.. we r going for a carnival wif balloon sculpting, face-painting & also photo-taking... den off to e sneak preview in 3D.. yuhooo... its gonna happen tis Sat,1st Aug!! can't wait!!but i think he's gonna be a bit sceptical cos its gonna start at 1130am (cos e 3pm show already fully booked).. hahahha.. dun care!! book already mah!! so he must be on time..

YEAH!!! we r going to be e 1st ones to catch tis movie!! YuhOoOO!!

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73) shocking news

if u guys read e papers today, u'll be surprised at e sentences passed on to e 3 guys who literally tortured their cell mate.. 16-19yrs of imprisonment & 16-22 stroke of e cane.. OMG!! all e 3 young men will be in their late 30s by e time they come.. throughout e trial, no faces were shown & i kept guessing who these people r.. & today, spread across all newspapers of all languages available in Singapore are 3 young malay muslim men..

i am quite sad & disappointed at their behaviour.. sodomising, torturing, beating, punching & forcing M to eat faeces r definitely acts that are condoned by Allah.. i'm not saying i'm a pious & religious person.. no, i'm not.. but how crazy or disturbing can u get by carrying out these acts? i'm sure these guys r bright & intelligent young men, considering their proper use of english during trials.. & they even represent themselves instead of engaging a lawyer.. even the Justice felt disappointed & he also believed dat they r an intelligent lot.. he even advised them to look forward wen they r released later because he believed they can succeed in life.. tis is juz an foolish act dat they have to pay dearly..

well, wats been done cannot be undone.. wat we can do is to learn from tis.. i hope those young men out dere can learn from this episode as to control their anger & always think before you do anything.. *same goes for me too,actually* =p

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72) unexpected twist of event happened

e day din go well as i planned... bought myself a pair of puma shoes as retail therapy... & a sleeping bag for work as my blankets haf been used by numerous people till i can't recognized its color anymore...

dat unexpected thing happened & i'm back home at 6pm.. wow!! super early considering dat i'm out of e house only at 140pm..

on e way home, i realized dat i can b quite a 'hulk' wen i'm angry.. my hairs on my arms can go all straight up & my body became extremely hot.. i guess its a matter of time before i transformed into hulk.. except dat i wanna be a yellow hulk instead..

history repeated itselfs, juz like e song 'walk away'... i guess no one haf e courage to lash out at me for my undesirable anger.. i dunno y but i did try.. i've tried & tested my patience to e limit. i guess today was e laz straw & dat explains y i rode home like a mad bull... i noe dat dere r areas where i shud improved on but i need time.. like how i've given u time,dats wat i need.. i dun wanna say 'mayb its not meant to be' wifout trying... so here i am,reflrecting on wat went wrong & wat is needed to be done.. but i really do not need my patience to be tested as it has been tested enough.. thankyouverymuch.


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71) where to go for a date?

its 1215am & i have asked kakek to bring me out for a real date tomolo since its my off day.. all tis while, we haf only been running errands & dats it.. nowadays, my off day falls on his sch days so its kinda hard to spend time together,especially since he's a frequent 'late-comer'..

but where to go? we practically run out of place to go liao.. weather's too hot for outdoor activities.. i dun wanna go window-shopping cos i'll end up shopping.. i dun wanna sit at home all day watching tv (we can do dat wen we'r 65).. so wat else? sungei buloh? done.. fish spa? done.. ear candling? done. pulau ubin? done. prawn fishing? done. marina barrage? done. movies? done. makaning? everytime. wild wild wet? done. sentosa? done. bowling? done. JB? done. batam? done. motorshop visits? done.

OMG!! tomolo must go bike shop AGAIN!! kakek wanna fix his pipe liao.. wonder how long will we need to stay dere... arg!! i need to send dino for inspection too.. HAIYO!!! so many things, so little time.. again, its a full day of running errands again,i'm sure...

niwae,i'm off to bed now.. slept only 2 1/2hrs & i woke up at 330am & cant sleep since.. went OT at 8am & worked till 10pm.. can't get OT for train so i'm home early.. now i need to catch sum beauty sleep cos i need to look after my neighbour's son tomolo & send him to sch at noon.. dun ask y but my mum offered to help.. in e end, she had sumthing to do & i haf to cover for her.. grrrrr.. it means lesser time wif kakek tomolo.. =(


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70) e next formula 1 driver (only listen 2 e gud stuff).. hahahha

came back from work tis morning & went to e doc wif lin.. sore-eyes & got 4 days MC.. bedek siak.. think e doc is juz guilty cos his clinic opens at 8am but he reached only at 930am.. boring jer nak kena tunggu lame2...

niwae,went for my 1st ever driving lesson.. wanted to cancel it cos i'm super sleepy but den juz went ahead cos i have paid for it & boy, am i happy or wat... i got e gerekz instuctor & he's very very funny & out-going.. always like to disturb people & always asking me to sound e horn if sumone in front is slow..

mayb i'm 1st time lucky.. bsok bsok dpt yg fierce nyer,mampus aku.. wat to do wen all e instructor in my group r all e liao ah-peks? but i'm going for e next one next week so hopefully, i can do it.. juz now was not dat gud cos i was practically sweating cos i was told by lin dat i dun need to drive on my 1st lesson but i did lor.. e moment he noe i haf a bike license, he say he's lazy to drive & he trust me.. menggigil siol tangan pegang steering wheel tu.. maklum la, slalu jadi passenger jer.. hahahha.. but i'm looking forward to learn more, fast!! hopefully, i can drive my parents around soon.. =)

Insya-Allah..

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69) updates

its funny cos i haf lots of things to update everyday but e tot of sitting in front of my lappy for hours juz turns me off.. but i'm to do it now...

niwae, over e past week, had supper wif ada, huda & seah.. its been a long time since we ate together & so we went to alif at BB (a new venue since we always go to Bukit Timah).. turns out dat its a RONG RONG decision so food not dat nice, seats not comfy & e environment juz seemed uninteresting.. OH YA!! e service, not gud.. think e waiters dere r weird.. so...... during supper, seah decided to catch e movie Haunting in Connecticut on e saturday.. but being e 'eatating' other half of mine, she cancelled it on e very laz min on friday BECOS : "she-forgot-she-needs-to-go-to-Ikea-wif-mummy..."but all's good.. cos linda invited me along for e same movie on later dat day..


hmmmmmm.... OH!! & on my off day, me & kakek ate at Hans River @ EastPoint & we did e ear candling thingy.. we were juz talking about it e other day & saw a promotion on it while walking around.. so we decided to give it a try.. we were so excited about it dat we signed up for a package.. hahahha..


Niwae, attended 2 wedding yesterday.. had to rush cos both frens r guys' side & i'm so confused on which one to go to first.. in e end, went to Abg Zamir's place & we caught him before he moves off to e bride's side & den to Danial's.. looks like i haf more wedding to go to... i wonder wen will be my turn.. *hint hint to dada* hahhaha.. but i guess it will not be anytime soon cos i need to do sum stuff in my life first..


niwae, pics of both wedding...

Abg Zamir (HSS)

Danial & Jaja (ICA)Selamat Pengantin Baru..

Semoga Berbahagia Slalu Hingga Ke Anak Cucu..

Insya-Allah

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68) daddy dearest

from my laz entry, i managed to get urgent leave from my SAC.. & i did use it to my advantage.. got daddy admitted into hospital den i went off for kakek's frenz chalet den back to hospital for nearly a week.. since 4th, i have been in e hospital from morning till night, accompanyin mama..

niwae, Alhamdullilah cos e surgery is over.. after 4hrs in OT, dad finally came out from e OT room wif his head bandaged.. & while he's still grougy wif e drugs, he managed to give me a 'peace' sign.. went to e ICU for 1 day & back to e normal ward e next...

dad juz got back home yesterday & was relieved cos right now, it means dat he is not having any negative reaction to e ops & we r juz waiting for e brain to get used to it & slowly hoping dat e arteries will be chanelling blood to e brain very soon.. as for now, he can't stand for too long & his speech is no quite good.. but we r told to wait.. & hopefully, he'll get better in time to come..

syukur alhamdullilah, dat e ops went smoothly.. Praises to Allah.. & thanks to my frenz who gave me their well-wishes.. TY!!

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67) e day is finally here...well, almost here la...

my dad's operation date is finally made known by e surgical team this afternoon.. he is going to be admitted tis Sat,4th & ops itself will be on monday morning,6th.. as much as u guys noe, it is a brain surgery & involves the insertion of a new vein.. it is risky but i'm hoping for e best.. & if everything goes as planned, Insya Allah he will get better (hopefully) & reduces e chances of getting a more severe stroke (like its not severe enough like dat...).. well,e laz line was wat e doctor said, not me..

yesterday, me & lin were washing my MaMan & DiNo under my void deck wif bapak & kakek helping at e laz min of waxing.. & i cant imagine e image of bapak going in to e ops room.. to me, he is still e strong man dat i can rely on for my everything,despite his sickness.. Ya Allah, plz let tis ops be a successful one.. Plz do not let anything happen to my dad..

niwae, i cant think much to blog since i got e news.. i dunno if i can get urgent leave.. i dunno if i shud juz take MC if i cant take urgent leave.. i dunno if i shud talk to my DO or my SAC.. God!! got so many things to think about... i mean, besides thinking if e ops will be a successful or not.. my head is gonna explode soon, i think.. i'm scared.. i am seriously scared.. i dunno if i shud be scared now or i shud be scared later... i really dunno wat to feel..

kakek's in sch now.. & i'm juz looking forward to going to work so dat i can escape from e reality of home.. i'll keep u updated on his journey to his ops soon ya.. right now, i really need sum sleep..


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