i'm angry.. super duper angry dat i came into e house from work & OT & immediately sat in front of my lappy.. really angry... need to vent my anger out.. & i need to be awake in 5 hrs time.. but i dun care.. i'm angry.. niwae, comp down, still cannot fix.. dunno y.. but at least i haf my lappy to update on my blog.. oh... did i mention dat i can finally use facebook NOW wen it is soooo 2007 kinda thing?
niwae, wat i am supposed to do? being honest isn't e best policy for u.. i seriously tot dat people appreciate honesty.. obviously, u r not e kinda people.. so i let dat matter go.. nvm.. but today u make my blood go doubly up la!!!
qoute:"after FICO, i go home..."
yeah rite... not even concerned if i'm home... not even concerned if i have eaten or not.. wen i shamelessly volunteered myself to meet to grab a bite, "no need" was given to me... waliao wei!!! where to put my face siak? KNN...
frenz kept telling me, 'its a good choice..' but i dunno whether is it me or is it *ehem*... mayb i shud really lower my standards, lower my expectation.. its hard.. & i'm trying to compromise.. but plz dun tell me dat i haf to tell u the fundamental or e A, B,Cs of being in a relationship.. i juz wan things to go right.. & i noe i'm not perfect.. but plz, juz try.. e attention dat i need from e people whom i wan attention from are not giving me e attention... BUT yet, i've been receiving attention from all e wrong people... WTF?
"can sumbody tell me wat e hell is wrong wif me?"
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Sunday, April 26
Tuesday, April 21
55) disaster of aliz's comp turned shopping trip
got a fren's bro to help me out to reboot my comp & fix it.. but in e end, it doesn't really matter.. hahahha.. niwae, i can't concentrate much.. been sitting in front of my laptop(Acer) since hours ago, trying to fix up my Net.. haven had any ciggies in more than 6 hrs.. Now its 2236hrs.. i betta run out to e shop 1st...
hold on... i'll be back..................................................................................
ANYWAY, i'm back... finally got my ciggies... hahhaha.. well, back to e story.. after rebooting, can't install my Internet Modem.. apparently, it cant read my modem so had to go & find a cable juz now after work.. cant find cable & he will try fixing it again on friday.. But instead of going home straight, i ended up buying 3 pairs of shoes instead.. OMG!! i really need to stop shopping if i really wanna purchase a newer & bigger item.. dat's rite!! i'm aiming for sumthing bigger but no one noes yet wat i wanna buy.. not even kakek... i hope i cud save enough money to buy 1 in a few months' time... Hopefully before e year ends.. Insya Allah...
aha!! talking about shoes & shopping, i really hate my mum, u noe... e other day, i found 3 pairs of adidas shoes on top of my wardrobe.. 1 pair was bought 6 yrs ago, another was 3 yrs ago & another pair, dunno when.. all not worn once.. u noe y.. cos mama will nag if i shop for shoes or bags, aiya, if i shop la.. so i'll always sneak into my room 1st & hide those things sumwhere in my room.. in e end, i will forget about it & not use it.. think dat is wat happened to these 3 shoes lor.. but only 1 is wearable cos the other 2 is damaged liao lor.. recently, i bought 2 shoes from CottonOn & now i can only find 1 lor.. e other 1, dunno go where lor... darN!!!
must try & find la..
niwae, told u a few days ago dat kakek & me went out, rite? we wen to QianHu FishFarm again & relaxed our feet,doing e fish spa.. den we play fishing... hahha.. for longkang fish!! & i won!! i caught more fish den kakek... so here's e proof...
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
hold on... i'll be back..................................................................................
ANYWAY, i'm back... finally got my ciggies... hahhaha.. well, back to e story.. after rebooting, can't install my Internet Modem.. apparently, it cant read my modem so had to go & find a cable juz now after work.. cant find cable & he will try fixing it again on friday.. But instead of going home straight, i ended up buying 3 pairs of shoes instead.. OMG!! i really need to stop shopping if i really wanna purchase a newer & bigger item.. dat's rite!! i'm aiming for sumthing bigger but no one noes yet wat i wanna buy.. not even kakek... i hope i cud save enough money to buy 1 in a few months' time... Hopefully before e year ends.. Insya Allah...
aha!! talking about shoes & shopping, i really hate my mum, u noe... e other day, i found 3 pairs of adidas shoes on top of my wardrobe.. 1 pair was bought 6 yrs ago, another was 3 yrs ago & another pair, dunno when.. all not worn once.. u noe y.. cos mama will nag if i shop for shoes or bags, aiya, if i shop la.. so i'll always sneak into my room 1st & hide those things sumwhere in my room.. in e end, i will forget about it & not use it.. think dat is wat happened to these 3 shoes lor.. but only 1 is wearable cos the other 2 is damaged liao lor.. recently, i bought 2 shoes from CottonOn & now i can only find 1 lor.. e other 1, dunno go where lor... darN!!!
must try & find la..
niwae, told u a few days ago dat kakek & me went out, rite? we wen to QianHu FishFarm again & relaxed our feet,doing e fish spa.. den we play fishing... hahha.. for longkang fish!! & i won!! i caught more fish den kakek... so here's e proof...
left side is Kakek's.. see... i haf more fishes in my tank (right)
.I'm a happy gal... hahahha
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Sunday, April 19
54) more updates, i promise
i noe i haven been updating my blog as much as i want to, but i will soon cos my fren's gonna do up my comp... right now, logging onto the Internet is like a challenge for me, testing my patience each & every time...
niwae, did a couple of fun things wif kakek during my off days.. spending quality time, i must say.. but will update more once i get my comp up & running....
& will update on Sani & Daus's b'dae celebration once i get e pics from Nur.. she's taking forever,ever, ever to uplaod e photos... haiyo, tis nyonya... always like dat...
& updates for all.. i noe my all besties fav number... unlike sum people whom i shall not name.. & on dat very fateful bdae celebration day, i found out wat Sani's fav no is.. So to all my besties, plz remeber... Kamsani Bin Kamis's fav no is 8... hahahhahaaha...
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
niwae, did a couple of fun things wif kakek during my off days.. spending quality time, i must say.. but will update more once i get my comp up & running....
& will update on Sani & Daus's b'dae celebration once i get e pics from Nur.. she's taking forever,ever, ever to uplaod e photos... haiyo, tis nyonya... always like dat...
& updates for all.. i noe my all besties fav number... unlike sum people whom i shall not name.. & on dat very fateful bdae celebration day, i found out wat Sani's fav no is.. So to all my besties, plz remeber... Kamsani Bin Kamis's fav no is 8... hahahhahaaha...
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Wednesday, April 15
53) wat people do dat irritates me
I noe e laz few days is all about Daus & Sani's bdae celebration but i'm not gonna blog about dat.. dat shall come later wen i get e photos & am in a better mood..
now... let's talk about wat people do to DESTROY other people's life wen they ain't helping at all.. i haf juz read The Newpaper a while ago over breakfast & its disturbing wen i saw an article about how a NEL officer was given disclipnary actions wen he was caught on camera, sittng down on a seat while there r other commuters who r standing.. i simply juz dun get.. oh come on... who noes dat DAT officer was off-duty & was really tired.. & obviously, dere wasn't anyone around who needs the seat more than he does... & e article stated about how some readers felt dat he shud give the seat up for other commuters, who by the way, were a group of young able-bodied people.. to those readers: "as if u wud give up ur seat to others wen u r really tired!!!"
Case #2:
A parking warden parked his bike in a carpark, removed his uniform (only e top la) & slept dere.. He was dismissed from his work... also caught on camera by a public member..
Case #3
A female security guard sleeping on a stool @ her station... Also caught on camera.. For this, the management explained dat she was sick & failed to report dat.. Instead, she still went to work..
Case #4 (not from e article)
A friend of mine was fined for parking his bike under his void deck for 5 mins because a nosy uncle snapped a photo of it & passed it to HDB...
Case #5 (not from e article)
A friend of mine who is a police officer was buying food from a coffeeshop, still in his uniform.. den walks over to a table to say 'HI' to members of e public.. yet, a complain came from another member of e public saying dat an officer was busy chit-chatting in a coffeeshop instead of doing patrol.. for tis, he was not given any bonus or promotion for e next 5 looong yrs....
u see... tis issue is very disturbing to me.. can u believe it? tsk tsk.. dere are nosy people around who think dat the r doing good but actually,they r doing harm... the first 3 cases could actually lead them to being terminated.. (oh well... 1 did get terminated).. wateva u nosy people r doing is affecting other's rice bowl.. who noes dat they haf family to look after therefore could not afford to miss work, even though they r sick.. who noes dat they r juz taking a nap so dat they wun be careless or worst, reckless in their driving whilst on duty... who noes dat dat NEL officer has already tried offering his seat before.. who noes?!?!
there r other better things dat U, NOSY PEOPLE, can do if u feel like contributing to e society or the government... more serious issues to take care of instead of tis little little things..
-wat about teenagers having sex on the staircases of our own houses? i dun see anyone doing patrolling on staircases...
-wat about drivers who speed as if their father owns e express-way? i nearly got knocked out several times before and yet i dun see people taking photos & sending it to the Traffic Police..
- wat about those teenage gals who sell their body on the Internet for $$? it cud be ur daughters, u noe.. e ones sitting in front of e computer for hours.. u neva noe..
- wat about people burning stuffs in places where they shudn't be burning? u noe wat i mean..dere r designated area for u to do so but its always done directly in front of my house..
- wat about killer litters? i see litters everywhere, big or small, in almost every other neighbourhood.. u neva noe dat 1 fine day, 1 huge item is gonna land on ur head..
if u guys like taking photos of others so much, den take up photography.. go for their lessons.. & guess wat? e lesson fees is helping e tutor to give $$ to his family... since u like helping people so much, do it e right way.. i pity those people mentioned in e article.. even though they dun mean to fall asleep on e job, even though they tried sleeping discreetly, NOSY PEOPLE r out to destroy their lifes...
niwae, i'm going to sleep now.. wasting my beauty sleep time, being angry over U,NOSY PEOPLE!! u noe who u r!!! i hate u!!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
now... let's talk about wat people do to DESTROY other people's life wen they ain't helping at all.. i haf juz read The Newpaper a while ago over breakfast & its disturbing wen i saw an article about how a NEL officer was given disclipnary actions wen he was caught on camera, sittng down on a seat while there r other commuters who r standing.. i simply juz dun get.. oh come on... who noes dat DAT officer was off-duty & was really tired.. & obviously, dere wasn't anyone around who needs the seat more than he does... & e article stated about how some readers felt dat he shud give the seat up for other commuters, who by the way, were a group of young able-bodied people.. to those readers: "as if u wud give up ur seat to others wen u r really tired!!!"
Case #2:
A parking warden parked his bike in a carpark, removed his uniform (only e top la) & slept dere.. He was dismissed from his work... also caught on camera by a public member..
Case #3
A female security guard sleeping on a stool @ her station... Also caught on camera.. For this, the management explained dat she was sick & failed to report dat.. Instead, she still went to work..
Case #4 (not from e article)
A friend of mine was fined for parking his bike under his void deck for 5 mins because a nosy uncle snapped a photo of it & passed it to HDB...
Case #5 (not from e article)
A friend of mine who is a police officer was buying food from a coffeeshop, still in his uniform.. den walks over to a table to say 'HI' to members of e public.. yet, a complain came from another member of e public saying dat an officer was busy chit-chatting in a coffeeshop instead of doing patrol.. for tis, he was not given any bonus or promotion for e next 5 looong yrs....
u see... tis issue is very disturbing to me.. can u believe it? tsk tsk.. dere are nosy people around who think dat the r doing good but actually,they r doing harm... the first 3 cases could actually lead them to being terminated.. (oh well... 1 did get terminated).. wateva u nosy people r doing is affecting other's rice bowl.. who noes dat they haf family to look after therefore could not afford to miss work, even though they r sick.. who noes dat they r juz taking a nap so dat they wun be careless or worst, reckless in their driving whilst on duty... who noes dat dat NEL officer has already tried offering his seat before.. who noes?!?!
there r other better things dat U, NOSY PEOPLE, can do if u feel like contributing to e society or the government... more serious issues to take care of instead of tis little little things..
-wat about teenagers having sex on the staircases of our own houses? i dun see anyone doing patrolling on staircases...
-wat about drivers who speed as if their father owns e express-way? i nearly got knocked out several times before and yet i dun see people taking photos & sending it to the Traffic Police..
- wat about those teenage gals who sell their body on the Internet for $$? it cud be ur daughters, u noe.. e ones sitting in front of e computer for hours.. u neva noe..
- wat about people burning stuffs in places where they shudn't be burning? u noe wat i mean..dere r designated area for u to do so but its always done directly in front of my house..
- wat about killer litters? i see litters everywhere, big or small, in almost every other neighbourhood.. u neva noe dat 1 fine day, 1 huge item is gonna land on ur head..
if u guys like taking photos of others so much, den take up photography.. go for their lessons.. & guess wat? e lesson fees is helping e tutor to give $$ to his family... since u like helping people so much, do it e right way.. i pity those people mentioned in e article.. even though they dun mean to fall asleep on e job, even though they tried sleeping discreetly, NOSY PEOPLE r out to destroy their lifes...
niwae, i'm going to sleep now.. wasting my beauty sleep time, being angry over U,NOSY PEOPLE!! u noe who u r!!! i hate u!!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Wednesday, April 8
52) sick again
guess my immunity system is down yet again... i am sick AGAIN!!! my flu is not recovering yet & i've vomitted 3 times today.. so took mc again for m 2nd nite.. i think my SAC is gonna call me any time soon... darn!!
on another note, its e annual Sani & Daus b'dae yet again.. i haven got time to buy kakek's prezies, so off i went after geeting my mc... mama was really mad cos i'm supossed to b at home.. but i sneaked out for 2 hrs.. & i even tot of buying sum SEXY lingerie to wear for kakek... hahhhahahah.. but i dun think i will look sexy but it's worth e try.. hahhaha..
now linda is here, helping me wrap all those prezies for Sani & Kakek & she is complainingnon-stop about me not being romantic.. WTF?!? not romantic?? i went out to buy his prezies while i'm sick lor.. gimme sum credit here.. cut me sum slack.. DUH!! as i'm wrapping, my nose keeps running away from me lor..
"ordering around... dat's wat u r gud at...." juz came from noisy linda... WATEVA!!
oh ya.. & "dun be a wet blanket, PUHLEEZE!!" CRazY bItCH!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
on another note, its e annual Sani & Daus b'dae yet again.. i haven got time to buy kakek's prezies, so off i went after geeting my mc... mama was really mad cos i'm supossed to b at home.. but i sneaked out for 2 hrs.. & i even tot of buying sum SEXY lingerie to wear for kakek... hahhhahahah.. but i dun think i will look sexy but it's worth e try.. hahhaha..
now linda is here, helping me wrap all those prezies for Sani & Kakek & she is complainingnon-stop about me not being romantic.. WTF?!? not romantic?? i went out to buy his prezies while i'm sick lor.. gimme sum credit here.. cut me sum slack.. DUH!! as i'm wrapping, my nose keeps running away from me lor..
"ordering around... dat's wat u r gud at...." juz came from noisy linda... WATEVA!!
oh ya.. & "dun be a wet blanket, PUHLEEZE!!" CRazY bItCH!!
niwae, tis is noisy linda doing e prezies....
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Monday, April 6
51) Nintendo WII
juz spend 2 1/2hrs on my wii, playing animal crossing... e other day, dat nyonya in medan, seah, told me dat she do not noe if i can play those unoriginal games.. & despite several attempts, still dunno how to.. but after asking around, i managed to get it up & running.. YEAH!! in time for my noti noti monkeys for e weekend.. niwae, abg, nabila, alfian & shira was here over e weekend & hell yeah!! we had lots of fun playing wii sports & kakek too...
haiyo.. wen is seah ever gonna come back? waiting for my games.. hhahhaha... she promised dat she will get me games in medan.. but dunno if she remembers... hahahha..
niwae, gonna work night shift tonight & come off day on wed, kakek is gonna bring me out to play badminton.. yuhhoo... e other day, wen wif kakek's frenz but was too shy to play.. so we r gonna haf our alone time,playing badminton & practice hard.. den gonna meet up wif his frenz & wham!! can beat them at tis.. hahaha.. like real...
niwae, i dunno wat else to blog about cos i'm off to continue playing my wii.. hahahha... see ya!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
haiyo.. wen is seah ever gonna come back? waiting for my games.. hhahhaha... she promised dat she will get me games in medan.. but dunno if she remembers... hahahha..
niwae, gonna work night shift tonight & come off day on wed, kakek is gonna bring me out to play badminton.. yuhhoo... e other day, wen wif kakek's frenz but was too shy to play.. so we r gonna haf our alone time,playing badminton & practice hard.. den gonna meet up wif his frenz & wham!! can beat them at tis.. hahaha.. like real...
niwae, i dunno wat else to blog about cos i'm off to continue playing my wii.. hahahha... see ya!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
50) 1st one out
like i mentioned before, news spread faster in wdlds than on CNN.. & e moment e email got out, people haf been msging me on my mobile asking me whether its true.. Sad to say, sumtimes i think people still do not know dat I'm not R but Norlizah.. how wud i noe if she's leaving or why she's leaving... niwae, ya... 1st one in my batch to actually leave ICA.. dunno whther its cos of the sm thingy but she's leaving.. i really hope dat its not bcoz of dat.. mayb she has a better job outside.. but if its really about sm, den u better think twice... its hard getting a job out dere.. recession & all.. 1 of my fren got vretrenched as an engineer... another one juz started training at HTA cos her company is letting go of people.. so u see, its not easy nowadays.. but to each his own.. if u really think dat way, den best of luck den!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Friday, April 3
49) politics
i've juz got home from work feeling angry.. wrote my name down for OT tomolo but got rejected!! & its funny cos only Mine & Adha's name is rejected.. while others' name who r at e bottom of e list, got approved...!! FAVOURITISM SIAK!!!! oh well.. since u all dun wan me, i shall not come.. but adha is going to try his luck.. let him try lor.. if can, next time i'll do e same.. darmit!! (tau ikut dzul & apid gi DBL O.. KNN!!)
niwae, despite repeat reminders to seah to borrow me her game, she still never bring.. & she's leaving in 2 days' time to far away Medan, trying to burn her dad's pocket.. i'm sorry if i din say 'gud-bye' to u.. probably it was e 'angry-never-get-OT' moment la wen u saw me.. hahaha... & dun forget to bing back games for me k? & need i remind u dat u still owe me my bdae present?!?!? & i noe i shudn't say tis but i will... "i'm gonna mizz ur crappiness, seah!!"
& i've been revising for BTT every single nite siak.. i hope to do my BTE soon cos my BTT is on 4th may.. oh God!! u all might b thinking dat since i have a license & have done my BTT before, it shud be easy.. HELLO!! it was 5 yrs ago...! so cut me some slack here.. onc i got my license, everything i learnt in sch is no longer in my head.. so dat's y haf to study again.. DARN!!
niwae, today i did cargo & we, girls, haf time to spare.. in e end, we took photos @ CCC, neglecting e seniors around.. hahahah.. blame it all on Saras.. she's e 1 who took out e camera & start flashing away... even Abg Jun & Ashren joined in e fun... tis is juz some of e pics dat i managed to take from their Hps.. hahahha!
Me, Saras, Khalida & Ifah
Me & Khalida (i noe.. oily face.. F2F for 2 hrs ma...)
& tis is Radin Helmie's arm.. he mentioned dat he will look cool with a tattoo peeping out from his uniform so i drew him an angel.. hahahha!! 
& tis is my new Nintendo Wii!!
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
Wednesday, April 1
48) dragging myself to work
been sick for e past few days & been sleeping like a pig at home... & finally today, i have to go to work liao... arg!! i seldom haf fever & wen i do get it, tis is wat happened.. weak, aching body all over.. niwae, its 1pm now & i'm starting work at 3pm.. & i dunno y but instead of getting ready for work, i'm here,sitting in front of my PC, blogging...
niwae, collected my Wii from seah already.. she's been sending me love letters in my pigeon hole,constantly reminding me dat my Wii is collecting dust in her house.. shithead!! niwae, got home feeling excited.. me & dad fixed it up in our new entertainment room (abg amir's room actually), only to find out dat it cannot read any disc.. ARG!!! den i went to central & bought several games & STILL!!!!!!! can't read... eatating seah!!! sold me a game set which i can't use.. hmmmph!!
oh ya.. nintendo Wii is another latest indulgence for e mth!! hahahha... ok!! i know,linda... u r going to say, "dere.. i told ya.. u r ot-ing too much dats y spend so much..." well, i noe it myself.. but only for tis mth k? next mth cannot spend anymore... hahhaha.. promise!! ops.. no promise.. juz mayb...
niwae, topic on marriage is on e rise nowadays.. several colleagues r getting married & even my best fren is too.. & i wonder, will i ever get married? kakek is gonna start sch soon & its gonna take him 5 yrs to finish.. 5 looooong yrs... i mean, we haven talk about marriage & stuff since we r still new in tis relationship but if i am gonna wait for him, i'll be an old hag liao... & my biological is ticking away as e yrs goes by.. i dunno.. even mama is worried.. but i've always avoided dat topic.. she is also stunned wen she heard e 5 yrs.. i dunno la.. i guess, let nature take its course..
well, i'm gonna b late for work if i'm not going to get ready now.. u guys haf a gud wednesday!!
=)
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
niwae, collected my Wii from seah already.. she's been sending me love letters in my pigeon hole,constantly reminding me dat my Wii is collecting dust in her house.. shithead!! niwae, got home feeling excited.. me & dad fixed it up in our new entertainment room (abg amir's room actually), only to find out dat it cannot read any disc.. ARG!!! den i went to central & bought several games & STILL!!!!!!! can't read... eatating seah!!! sold me a game set which i can't use.. hmmmph!!
oh ya.. nintendo Wii is another latest indulgence for e mth!! hahahha... ok!! i know,linda... u r going to say, "dere.. i told ya.. u r ot-ing too much dats y spend so much..." well, i noe it myself.. but only for tis mth k? next mth cannot spend anymore... hahhaha.. promise!! ops.. no promise.. juz mayb...
niwae, topic on marriage is on e rise nowadays.. several colleagues r getting married & even my best fren is too.. & i wonder, will i ever get married? kakek is gonna start sch soon & its gonna take him 5 yrs to finish.. 5 looooong yrs... i mean, we haven talk about marriage & stuff since we r still new in tis relationship but if i am gonna wait for him, i'll be an old hag liao... & my biological is ticking away as e yrs goes by.. i dunno.. even mama is worried.. but i've always avoided dat topic.. she is also stunned wen she heard e 5 yrs.. i dunno la.. i guess, let nature take its course..
well, i'm gonna b late for work if i'm not going to get ready now.. u guys haf a gud wednesday!!
=)
... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...
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