ayah.............

aliz tau ayah marah dgn aliz pasal aliz pakse ayah pegi hospital.. tapi niat aliz baik.. bukan maksud aliz nak seksa ayah, bukan aliz dengki & khianat dgn ayah tapi pasal aliz sayang ayah.. aliz harap jauh di sudut hati ayah, ayah faham knape aliz buat ni semua untuk ayah.. aliz harapkan yg terbaik untuk ayah.. aliz cume buat ape yg termampu, aliz usahakan untuk ayah dapat rawatan.. tapi yg lain,masih jugak terletak pada ayah samaada ayah nak pulih atau tidak..
aliz harap ayah maafkan aliz.. klau ayah nak marah aliz, aliz terima.. tapi ayah harus kuatkan diri untuk baik & terima rawatan yg diberi.. bukan menolak pertolongan.. kasih sayang aliz pada ayah, hanya Allah jer yg tau.. sama mcm ayah ckap dgn aliz, sayang ayah terhadap aliz,hanya Tuhan jer yg tau..

aliz mohon supaya lembut hati ayah menerima bantuan doktor.. aliz harapkan ayah boleh maafkan aliz.. aliz mintak ayah nampak betapa ramai yg dtg semua sayang dgn ayah,bukan dengki dgn ayah.. aliz doakan hanya yg terbaik untuk ayah.. Insya Allah dgn izin Tuhan, ayah akan kembali sihat.. Insya Allah..

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82) My dads

Woke up early & sleeping super late.. Dats wat i've been doing these past few days.. to make matter worst, both my dads r admitted to e hospital.. on e same day..

after 2 yrs of not meeting ayah, got a call from kakak saying dat ayah is vomitting out blood.. i admit i was still contemplating on whether i shud go or not.. it took me awhile after talking to a few frenz dat i found e courage to see him.. wen i arrived wif Lin & Kakek, ayah was in a terrible state & he's still din wanna go to e hospital.. With e help of abg eman,kak siti,lin,dan,kakek,ayah rasul & a few banglas, we managed to carry ayah out & into e hospital..

e doctor told me a few undesired things but i hoping for e best... Insya Allah ayah akan selamat dgn berkat doa semua.. He went through scope & scanning & we r awaiting for e result..

Bapak pulak kena tahan after doing his brain scan after results came out yesterday.. apparently they found a blood leakage in e brain.. So far e docs said its only a little bit so hopefully they can do sumthing about it.. But it has nothing to do wif e surgery dat he had laz mth.. tis is a new thing..

i am at lost.. seriously.. i've never felt so much pain in my heart.. my 2 beloved dads r sick & lying in e hospital & dere's nothing dat i can do to help.. i am lucky dat i haf e opportunity of having 2 fathers who loved me unconditionally.. Frenz, pray for my dads to get better ok.. Insya Allah, everything will go well.. Insya allah...

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81) Movies!!

I forgot to mentioned dat a week ago, i met up wif Nizah, my biatch from SLS after 6 looong mths to catch up on old time & to lepakz... In e end, we had our fav starbucks & since its not morning, we cant haf our fav Coffee Beans breakfast.. back in e days,after our night shift, we wud always go down to Wisma's Coffee Beans to haf our breakfast & chat all e way till noon.. den we'll go home & sleep & meet again at 10pm for work.. how much i missed those days spent wif nizah...

on tis day, we went ahead & watched The Hangover.. OMG!! e movie was great!! was actually thinking of watching it wif kakek.. but since he dun wanna meet me, den i went ahead & watched it wif Nizah.. Think he's still sored about it cos a few days ago, he did passed a sarcastic remarks bout me watching The Hangover wifout him.. but being e gud gf, i bought him e dvd lor,juz so he can watch it at home by himself... LOL...

niwae, e movie was wicked!! watch it guys.. its hilarious.. & The Proposal.... watched it wif kakek on saturday & it was super funny.. come on, its sandra bullock,man... my fav actress ever.. she is super stunning in tis movie & story line = perfect... & guess wat? nizah asked me to watch tis movie wif her tis coming tuesday.. i dunno wat to say to her,man.. hahhaha... well, i juz its a tit for a tat btwn nizah & kakek... i'm stuck them both,being their movie partner... LOL...

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80) driving lessons

had driving yesterday & today.. funny thing was, i got e same instructor for both lessons.. if u guys dunno, den i shall not say where my driving centre is & who's e instructor.. lets juz share my story for ur own knowledge..

niwae, in my group,dere's 6 instructors.. outta which i have only seen 5.. niwae, 1 likes to dig his nose, 1 like to blow his nose, 1 likes to talk cock & sumtimes sleep,1 likes to sleep a lot & 1 is a mute.. damn.. juz wat did i do to deserve tis? arg..

for e pst 2 lesson, my instr fell asleep wifout telling me wat to do next.. so i juz anyhow makes turns lor.. den i brake abruptly & i speed up suddenly & i also beat red lights.. how's dat?!?!? & today, i deliberately make a wrong turn & we ended up in cck.. hahahah...

i dun wanna complain cos i noe wat complains can do & i haf to face my group of ah-peks for a few mths more... so just wat do i haf to do? tried to engage small talks wif them but still they fall asleep.. i think if tis goes on, i need to say sumthing.. i dun pay $60 for every lesson for e instr to fall asleep on me.. haiz..

niwae, on a lighter note, adik has posted up e pics for e karaoke nite.. very funny siak.. i wanna post up a pic here but due to confidentiality, i cant post evryone's pic.. so here's e crazy gal gang & 1 idiot...

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79) recent updates

finally got to meet kakek after 2 weeks.. dunno y it took dat long to meet him but ya, 2 weeks to meet my bf.. WTH?!? but he's busy wif work & sch & soccer & all so hardly haf time for me.. i'm taking it slow,trying to adapt to e time limit dat we haf.. sumhowe, i reckon dat i'm not having a hell of gud time.. but wat to do? haf to encourage him lor.. & i'm not exactly supportive.. hahhaha

niwae, juz had a few hours of sleep cos laz nite was great!!!!!!! other than a few glitches, everything else was fun.. had e priviledge of my colleagues' company for a karaoke session-adek's farewell... she's leaving for ports soon hence e outing... quite a number of us squeezed inside dat 1 small room but it was chaotic especially wen haslin's talent.. hahhaha.. in malay term: halsin suke merosakkan lagu... hahaha.. but it was difinitely one of my most enjoyable nite in 2009.. karaoke & supper & i reached home at 5plus... OMG!! but lucky for me, no calls from mama.. hahhaha...

after having dat super late nite, its my off day today.. din get to sleep much cos had to rush to work to hand deliver my mum's passport.. dunno wat's wrong wif her but she brought my dad's instead.. arg.. super irritated wif her & though i lurve her, i soooo hated her dat moment.. but all's done & now i'm bored at home wif nothing to do.. i've juz realized dat i din take any driving lesson today cos its a monday.. a perfect day for me & kakek to go out cos he has no sch.. but laz min, he got a make up class so dat explains y i'm at home on my off day..

ARGH!!! ok.. i'm gonna try & catch sum slep now.. gotta wake up at 4am tomolo for my morning shift...
btw, i sang a dangdut song yesterday in front of everyone.. hahhahaha...
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pics of National Day weddings...

i told u dat i've got a lot of weddings...

78) more weddings.......

my weekends r filled up with numerous weddings to attend ever since july.. week after week, its weddings, weddings & more weddings.. not dat i'm complaining but love is in e air & i'm jealous.. yes.. i admit.. i'm jealous... Bride & groom all pretty pretty.. take photos.. extremely beautiful dais.. auw................. i noe mine is not any time soon.. dats for sure..

niwae, tis weekend is supposed to be everything & anything about Singapore's 44th bdae.. but i haf 2 weddings to attend to.. 1 is a friend of mine & another one is my colleague.. more like my cayang @ work.. hahaha.. not dat i haf anything wif him but wen i came in on my 1st day in Alpha, he's e one who caught my attention.. he's not e Brad Pitt or Johnny Depp looks but normal ah.. but he's so polite & soft-spoken & very well-mannered ah.. e gal who's marrying him is a lucky gal.. but dun worry.. i do not haf anything going on wif him.. i juz tot if i can bring a guy like him home, my mum dun haf to worry about anything, i guess.. hahhahah

niwae, i'm tired & am going to bed soon.. juz finished my afternoon shift.. another afternoon to battle den its my OFF DAY!!! yuhoo.. but ya.. i haf to go to 2 weddings & den i hope sum1 will ask me out to do the national day celebration, i hope.. since kakek will be busy wif his uncle's wedding, plz God, make sumone ask me out...

LOLs... =p

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77) pics from loong looong ago

nah... not e one u r expecting but juz sum random photos from my hp...


sum idiot who vomiited in a bag & left in on my driveway.. yes.... a car did run over it & spilled out e contents...

was bored waiting for my dad to be out from e Ops theatre so i played around wif watver's around me...

e view down below my dad's ward..

i dunno which parent haf e heart to name their son tis.. its a real name, guys.. & tis guy is a wrinkled up old man liao.. so i din laughed at him lor...

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76) how do u feel...

u come to work & found several love letters in ur pigeon hole..
suddenly 1 of it says tis:

Dear Ugly,

Aku rindu ko, BODOH!!

xoxo: beautiful....

how wud u feel? tis note played wif my emotions..

now dat stupid b&*#% wanna challenge wif me over muhaimin...
bring it on, SUCKER!!

(tis post is dedicated only to seah nur faezah, anak kepada fuad seah)

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75) UP, UP & away.........

sorry lin.. went & watched.. so.... i'm not even sorry dat i din invite u.. LOL!!

niwae, UP was nice.. wait.. excellent... its not all about colours & laughter.. in fact, i think e movie played wif my feelings till tears nearly fell off my cheeks.. its super emotional la... i lurve e character 'Russell'.. he's super cute.. but i like e old man more bcos of his love for his 'Ellie'.. go watch it & u'll noe y...

i had such a busy weekend dat i'm so super tired sey.. movie wif kakek, den go for Jun & Man's solemnization & rewang at my aunt's place... den sunday, its my late grandparents' kenduri arwah after work.. so its super super tiring..
& u noe wat? at 12midnight,my neighbour's kid was stomping or stamping or watever it is call, right above my bed.. OMG!!! e noise!!! i feel like going up & smacked whoever is looking after him.. come on lor... its a sunday midnight.. people need to sleep for work lor.. it happens every other night.. at first i tot its sum supernatural thingy but stamping of feet? i dun think its e being from e other world.. so angry but mama said it will only make matter worst if i go up.. so i finally went to sleep only wen i'm really really sleepy.. & i woke up at 4am for OT.. darn!!

niwae, i will post up pics from my HP soon.. 1 of it is a helpless & poverty-sicken child who was caught eating in e corner of my counter DC1 to be specific.. once i upload, u guess who la...


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