62) recent events

so many things happenned in e laz 10 days.. a part of me wanna blog sooo much yet a part of me is too lazy to blog.. several ups & downs happenned too.. so i really dunno where to begin... lets start wif e serious stuff 1st..

e doc did e final scan of my dad's brain.. one third of bapak's brain do not haf supply of blood.. so dat explains y he kept having, wat he called as, "i see stars".. sudden blackouts.. he gets tired easily now.. his words r jumbled up.. & u nid to tell him things twice or thrice.. wen e doc spoke 2 him, he was reluctant.. but a few days ago, i had a discussion wif him & he decided dat he wans to go ahead wif it.. i broke down infront of him, kakek & mama.. i guess kakek was shocked.. dere i was talking to him & suddenly i juz broke down.. i really din expect it myself.. but ya.... i am scared.. i am very very scared... dat is y i'm gonna talk to e doc myself on e 22nd..

i am fine wif e way bapak is now.. i dun mind if he do not wanna go ahead wif e ops.. i dun wanna anything worst to happen to him.. but its his life, his brain & decision is his.. if he wanna go ahead wif it, its his choice & all i can go is to give him support.. all e support dat i can give..

so everyone, plz pz pray for my dad ya..ops's date is not confirmed yet cos blood tests r needed.. but i'll keep u guys informed.. he'll need all e prayers dat he can get.. & plz plz do not mentioned it to mama or bapak ya.. they haf not plan to tell anyone yet... but Insya allah, he'll get better wif or wifout e ops, i hope....

& to Iskandar Hadi, i noe u've been reading my blog for watever reasons, only u urself noe.. i cant say much cos its ur right to read.. but do not use tis blog as an avenue to get ur stories & disturb my fren's life anymore.. i noe its hard to move on.. i really do cos i've been through it.. but plz... for e sake of our 'fren', wat u r doing is only gonna hurt u more than ever.. wat we can do is to pray for her to be happy in her life wif her loved ones ok.. lets not create a big hoo-ha here.. i still respect u as a fren so plz do me tis favor..

& to my frenz, i apologized if my blog has created any disturbance in ur lifes.. it is not my intention to do so.. i hope dat u will accept my apologies sincerely..

well, tis has been a long entry but these r e issues dat r bothering my mind now.. dun worry.. i still haf happy moments for e past 10 days.. like how we celebrated Lin & Dan's bdae!! hope u 2 enjoy e 'sumthing different' dinner & certainly hope u liked ur prezzies!!!

HaPpY BdAe tO mY dEaResT fReNz, LiN & DaN...

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61) back in sg but busy studying

its 0303hrs on 20th may.. & guess wat? instead of telling u guys all about my redang trip, which was fanstastic, i'm online to do research on e pricing of ICs & passports.. my exam is officially 30 hrs more & i think i haven been studying enough.. & u noe wat? i did a little, tiny, weeny bit of studying in Redang on e 1st nite.. SERIOUS!! & my colleagues tot i was crazy.. but i had to cos on e 2nd nite, i was dead drunk.. hahaha!! thank God i did study on my 1st nite dere, otherwise i wud feel so guilty to bring my notes all e way to Redang,without touching them at all..

i've juz been to ICA website & got wat i need to noe.. but i cudn't resist not to blog so dat explains y i'm here wen i'm supposed to be studying.. will tell u more about e trip after my exam ya...

niwae, i'm done with blogging so off to my notes again.. need to study for however long my eyes can tahan.. targeted time: 4am..



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60) one week ltr....

i finally managed to get my mum involved in my scouting for a new bike.. she din make any noise wen i saw bapak some options.. & i managed to get her to sit in front of my lappy, showing e pics... in a way, i have progress a bit la.. hahah .. got a few dat i saw online.. obviously, wud prefer to haf VtecIII but if i do buy dat, i'll be a bankrupt.. dun wan an expensive bike la.. i juz wanna fulfil my dream of riding a S4.. & bapak is obsessed wif VtecI so he wun settle wif a superly nicely done up v. S wif micron pipe & VtecIII tail... haiyo.. dat 1 very nice & very cheap lor.. but i think bapak wanna relive his S4 moments so he only wans me to buy VtecI.. den hor, found 2 VtecI dat are quite affordable but they seldom online.. haiz.. so really must slowly find lor...


my law exam is coming up rite after my holiday.. & i haven even start proper studying.. actually, i've started la but so fening kepale one lor.. all e definitions & Acts & penalty & watsoever... i hope i can really absord sumthing cos i can't afford to fail it.. seriously!!! & guess wat? i have to bring my notes on my holiday, dat's for sure... =(

yesterday, wen to JB wif Lin & Dan.. very laz min idea.. actually, in e morning, Dan's bike got prob.. konon nak tolong la padahal kena tow jgk akhirnya.. den sit around at home den made e laz min idea to go jb.. lin bought NBc car accessories & kakek bought me a huUUuuge Jack.. i liiiike... e mini version of Jack is hanging on my chop box.. now i'm considering of doing a decal of NBC for my gilera...

oh!! dun worry.. even though i'm going to get a S4, i still) remember my dearest gilera, maman ok? dats e name kakek's frenz gave my bike.. hahaha.. i wud prob wanna do him up too... he haf been a gud bike to me for e past 3 yrs so i think he shud received sum gud attention..

wait & see lor... it will take time cos OT is reducing day by day but i will do it.. & i can't wait for tomolo.. me off to redang!! =) so in case u dun see any updates for a while, me & kakek r far far away, enjoying e sun & e sand & e sea in Redang.. hopefully i can enjoy & study @ e same time (i din forget e studying part ok?!) u guys take care!! haf a great weekend ya... oh ya... dun miz me!! hahahhaha

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59) she's still ain't talking to me... haiz...

no luck still... mummy dearest is still not talking to me about e hope for getting a new bike.. darn!! all she said to me were, "i've cooked today.. better eat at home hor..", den she hang up... OR, "i neva cook ah today.. go find food urself.." & she hanged up again.. everytime i wanna begin my topic about S4, she locked herself in her room.. soOOooOoo childish one!!! hmmmph!!! but i got 1 guy who is all out for me to get a new bike.. in fact, he's trying to help me talk to my mum.. dat person is..... MY DAD!!! =)

well, i shall not push but shall wait for gud news.. i hope... niwae, tis morning i rode adha's S4 VtecIII.. wow!!! e sound, i like.... hiaz.. can't wait for my own...

niwae, again for vesak day, alpha is working & laz nite was jam packed wif SG cars coming back.. a lot of e passengers r very irritating to e extent of abusing our officers.. at break time, some of my colleagues were complainin of having kena scolded 'stupid', passports thrown to them, people refusing to co-operate to show their face.. oh come on!! 1 word of advice, dun go to JB if u guys wanna complain lor.. as hard as i tried to be smiling & courteous, dere r some people who r juz out to spoil ur day.. usually, i wud brush it off.. or curse & curse them BUT only after they leave my counter ah... hahahha..

wanna complain bout another thing.. Jafri... usually, i wud put J but, to hell wif it... niwae, Jafri is my ex-boyfriend of 8 yrs whom i loved dearly but apakan daya, kite takde jodoh.. & after 1 1/2 yrs of his silence, we met & cleared our misunderstanding & agreed on being purely frenz.. & being adults, i really tot he can handle it.. occassionally, we wud SMSed each other, juz saying hello.. but e other day, i called him cos i cleared his uncle.. so konon nak ckp la yg aku ni clear pakcik die... & also to ask how did he do for his anugerah audition.. but my call was rejected & he SMSed me saying tis,: "wat do u wan ???" KNN... cancelled my call but can msg.. tot he was busy or wat but can sensed dat he was not nice.. so i replied saying sorry if i'm disturbing him & chill ah.. but i guess he's going through PMS ah.. so irritated!! come on lor.. y so sensitive? juz a normal phonecall ma.. but i guess he might b wif a gal,dat's y e cold shoulder.. aniwae, wat's new? he gave me dat treatment before lor wen he was wif dat ******...
told kakek about it cos was quite confused and upset by his treatment.. wateva his reason is for acting e way he did, i guess sum people juz can't grow up...!

me gtg.. juz took a long shower & now shall take a nap before my kakek brings me out for a date.. =)

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58) busy but happy!! =)

i noe its been a while since i laz logged in but was kinda busy.. juggling work, kakek, my 2 license lessons.. haiz...

updates on Kakek & me.. we did e craziest thing on my laz nite off... went home & slept for a while den off to CineLeisure to do a movie marathon.. we actually watched 2 movies back to back.. Friday the 13th & Jgn Tegur.. both movies r e kinda movies dat make ur heart jump out kind.. scary.. but we had fun... den went home & watched our newly-bought dvd (Kate & Leopold).. movie marathon,shud try it again sum day...

niwae, as sum of u noe, i resumed my 2A lessons again.. din tell people about my TP test but ya, my TP was tis morning.. on sunday, i went for e revision circuit & i fell off e bike at e E-brake station.. & i hurt my leg... its funny cos all these yrs, i haf had no accident at all outside but i always fell during my lessons @ BBDC.. & i fell AGAIN @ e same station tis morning during warm-up session.. I told myself dat if i do not pass tis TP test, den it is not rewarding at all to fall 2 times!! &&&&&&& after much anticipation & heart-thumping moments dat i encountered during e test, I, ALIZ E MENACE, HAD PASSED MY 2A TP TODAY!!! juz 1 attempt only!!!

so indeed, e fall was well worth it.. now i juz haf to scout around for my fav bike!! so exciting.. wen i told my mum dat i passed, she completely ignored me wen i reached home.. KNN!! she noes dat i'm gonna ask her for her permission to get a new bike on my own or better still, if she wanna sponsor me, i wudn't reject dat offer, of cos.. hahhahah!! but she's not talking to me at all, even till now... hmmmmmmmph!!

& tis is e scar dat i got from e fall & my knee is bruising up too..

04/05/2009 - Passed my BTT

05/05/2009 - Passed my 2A

now, all i haf to do is start my practical lessons... Pray for me, guys!!

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57) new face of I. C.heck A.ll

like i told u b4, Alpha always work nite shift for public holidays.. & true enough, i was at work laz nite while people are partying e weekend away.. but 1 passenger made my day... in fact, 2.. hahahha..
1 chinese guy commented dat i haf a sweet smile & e org shud make posters of my smiling face.. hahahha.. not i say one hor... den he said," shud put up ur poster instead of MSK's face all over e place.. Haiyo.. his face is so outdated already lor..." hahhaaha.. he made me crack laughing out loud lor.. but after dat, i can't look at his face already.. oh ya.. i can't accept compliments well...
next was a malay abang who commented dat e org shud haf more staff who smile at passengers more rather den all e fierce looking officers around... actually ah, i was talking to abg yus who was in my counter lor.. hence, e very big smile.. hahahah..

but... i wish for more people like them lor.. everyday without fail, u'll meet nasty people who thinks we owe them a living.. its kinda frustrating but cursing after they leave ur counter helps a bit.. i'm sure all e officers do dat.. i'm not gung-ho enough to say it in front of their face cos it will take my time unnecessrily lor... i wud rather haf dat time to clear other nice passengers... niwae, off to sleep now.. another night to slave my arse off tonight..

ps: i noe its May already but i still have not put up photos of Sani & Kakek's bdae.. i'm too lazy to do it without my comp la.. oh.. my comp is still down.. darn!! & my hp too.. i wun noe dat i haf received msges unless i go directly into inbox and check.. wat's up wif it, man?!? do u think its time to get a new one..?

HaPpY LaBoUr DaY!!

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56) juz frustrated

i'm angry.. super duper angry dat i came into e house from work & OT & immediately sat in front of my lappy.. really angry... need to vent my anger out.. & i need to be awake in 5 hrs time.. but i dun care.. i'm angry.. niwae, comp down, still cannot fix.. dunno y.. but at least i haf my lappy to update on my blog.. oh... did i mention dat i can finally use facebook NOW wen it is soooo 2007 kinda thing?

niwae, wat i am supposed to do? being honest isn't e best policy for u.. i seriously tot dat people appreciate honesty.. obviously, u r not e kinda people.. so i let dat matter go.. nvm.. but today u make my blood go doubly up la!!!

qoute:"after FICO, i go home..."
yeah rite... not even concerned if i'm home... not even concerned if i have eaten or not.. wen i shamelessly volunteered myself to meet to grab a bite, "no need" was given to me... waliao wei!!! where to put my face siak? KNN...

frenz kept telling me, 'its a good choice..' but i dunno whether is it me or is it *ehem*... mayb i shud really lower my standards, lower my expectation.. its hard.. & i'm trying to compromise.. but plz dun tell me dat i haf to tell u the fundamental or e A, B,Cs of being in a relationship.. i juz wan things to go right.. & i noe i'm not perfect.. but plz, juz try.. e attention dat i need from e people whom i wan attention from are not giving me e attention... BUT yet, i've been receiving attention from all e wrong people... WTF?

"can sumbody tell me wat e hell is wrong wif me?"

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55) disaster of aliz's comp turned shopping trip

got a fren's bro to help me out to reboot my comp & fix it.. but in e end, it doesn't really matter.. hahahha.. niwae, i can't concentrate much.. been sitting in front of my laptop(Acer) since hours ago, trying to fix up my Net.. haven had any ciggies in more than 6 hrs.. Now its 2236hrs.. i betta run out to e shop 1st...

hold on... i'll be back..................................................................................








ANYWAY, i'm back... finally got my ciggies... hahhaha.. well, back to e story.. after rebooting, can't install my Internet Modem.. apparently, it cant read my modem so had to go & find a cable juz now after work.. cant find cable & he will try fixing it again on friday.. But instead of going home straight, i ended up buying 3 pairs of shoes instead.. OMG!! i really need to stop shopping if i really wanna purchase a newer & bigger item.. dat's rite!! i'm aiming for sumthing bigger but no one noes yet wat i wanna buy.. not even kakek... i hope i cud save enough money to buy 1 in a few months' time... Hopefully before e year ends.. Insya Allah...

aha!! talking about shoes & shopping, i really hate my mum, u noe... e other day, i found 3 pairs of adidas shoes on top of my wardrobe.. 1 pair was bought 6 yrs ago, another was 3 yrs ago & another pair, dunno when.. all not worn once.. u noe y.. cos mama will nag if i shop for shoes or bags, aiya, if i shop la.. so i'll always sneak into my room 1st & hide those things sumwhere in my room.. in e end, i will forget about it & not use it.. think dat is wat happened to these 3 shoes lor.. but only 1 is wearable cos the other 2 is damaged liao lor.. recently, i bought 2 shoes from CottonOn & now i can only find 1 lor.. e other 1, dunno go where lor... darN!!!
must try & find la..



niwae, told u a few days ago dat kakek & me went out, rite? we wen to QianHu FishFarm again & relaxed our feet,doing e fish spa.. den we play fishing... hahha.. for longkang fish!! & i won!! i caught more fish den kakek... so here's e proof...

left side is Kakek's.. see... i haf more fishes in my tank (right)

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I'm a happy gal... hahahha

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54) more updates, i promise

i noe i haven been updating my blog as much as i want to, but i will soon cos my fren's gonna do up my comp... right now, logging onto the Internet is like a challenge for me, testing my patience each & every time...

niwae, did a couple of fun things wif kakek during my off days.. spending quality time, i must say.. but will update more once i get my comp up & running....

& will update on Sani & Daus's b'dae celebration once i get e pics from Nur.. she's taking forever,ever, ever to uplaod e photos... haiyo, tis nyonya... always like dat...

& updates for all.. i noe my all besties fav number... unlike sum people whom i shall not name.. & on dat very fateful bdae celebration day, i found out wat Sani's fav no is.. So to all my besties, plz remeber... Kamsani Bin Kamis's fav no is 8... hahahhahaaha...


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53) wat people do dat irritates me

I noe e laz few days is all about Daus & Sani's bdae celebration but i'm not gonna blog about dat.. dat shall come later wen i get e photos & am in a better mood..

now... let's talk about wat people do to DESTROY other people's life wen they ain't helping at all.. i haf juz read The Newpaper a while ago over breakfast & its disturbing wen i saw an article about how a NEL officer was given disclipnary actions wen he was caught on camera, sittng down on a seat while there r other commuters who r standing.. i simply juz dun get.. oh come on... who noes dat DAT officer was off-duty & was really tired.. & obviously, dere wasn't anyone around who needs the seat more than he does... & e article stated about how some readers felt dat he shud give the seat up for other commuters, who by the way, were a group of young able-bodied people.. to those readers: "as if u wud give up ur seat to others wen u r really tired!!!"

Case #2:
A parking warden parked his bike in a carpark, removed his uniform (only e top la) & slept dere.. He was dismissed from his work... also caught on camera by a public member..

Case #3
A female security guard sleeping on a stool @ her station... Also caught on camera.. For this, the management explained dat she was sick & failed to report dat.. Instead, she still went to work..

Case #4 (not from e article)
A friend of mine was fined for parking his bike under his void deck for 5 mins because a nosy uncle snapped a photo of it & passed it to HDB...

Case #5 (not from e article)
A friend of mine who is a police officer was buying food from a coffeeshop, still in his uniform.. den walks over to a table to say 'HI' to members of e public.. yet, a complain came from another member of e public saying dat an officer was busy chit-chatting in a coffeeshop instead of doing patrol.. for tis, he was not given any bonus or promotion for e next 5 looong yrs....

u see... tis issue is very disturbing to me.. can u believe it? tsk tsk.. dere are nosy people around who think dat the r doing good but actually,they r doing harm... the first 3 cases could actually lead them to being terminated.. (oh well... 1 did get terminated).. wateva u nosy people r doing is affecting other's rice bowl.. who noes dat they haf family to look after therefore could not afford to miss work, even though they r sick.. who noes dat they r juz taking a nap so dat they wun be careless or worst, reckless in their driving whilst on duty... who noes dat dat NEL officer has already tried offering his seat before.. who noes?!?!

there r other better things dat U, NOSY PEOPLE, can do if u feel like contributing to e society or the government... more serious issues to take care of instead of tis little little things..
-wat about teenagers having sex on the staircases of our own houses? i dun see anyone doing patrolling on staircases...
-wat about drivers who speed as if their father owns e express-way? i nearly got knocked out several times before and yet i dun see people taking photos & sending it to the Traffic Police..
- wat about those teenage gals who sell their body on the Internet for $$? it cud be ur daughters, u noe.. e ones sitting in front of e computer for hours.. u neva noe..
- wat about people burning stuffs in places where they shudn't be burning? u noe wat i mean..dere r designated area for u to do so but its always done directly in front of my house..
- wat about killer litters? i see litters everywhere, big or small, in almost every other neighbourhood.. u neva noe dat 1 fine day, 1 huge item is gonna land on ur head..

if u guys like taking photos of others so much, den take up photography.. go for their lessons.. & guess wat? e lesson fees is helping e tutor to give $$ to his family... since u like helping people so much, do it e right way.. i pity those people mentioned in e article.. even though they dun mean to fall asleep on e job, even though they tried sleeping discreetly, NOSY PEOPLE r out to destroy their lifes...

niwae, i'm going to sleep now.. wasting my beauty sleep time, being angry over U,NOSY PEOPLE!! u noe who u r!!! i hate u!!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

52) sick again

guess my immunity system is down yet again... i am sick AGAIN!!! my flu is not recovering yet & i've vomitted 3 times today.. so took mc again for m 2nd nite.. i think my SAC is gonna call me any time soon... darn!!




on another note, its e annual Sani & Daus b'dae yet again.. i haven got time to buy kakek's prezies, so off i went after geeting my mc... mama was really mad cos i'm supossed to b at home.. but i sneaked out for 2 hrs.. & i even tot of buying sum SEXY lingerie to wear for kakek... hahhhahahah.. but i dun think i will look sexy but it's worth e try.. hahhaha..


now linda is here, helping me wrap all those prezies for Sani & Kakek & she is complainingnon-stop about me not being romantic.. WTF?!? not romantic?? i went out to buy his prezies while i'm sick lor.. gimme sum credit here.. cut me sum slack.. DUH!! as i'm wrapping, my nose keeps running away from me lor..


"ordering around... dat's wat u r gud at...." juz came from noisy linda... WATEVA!!
oh ya.. & "dun be a wet blanket, PUHLEEZE!!" CRazY bItCH!!

niwae, tis is noisy linda doing e prezies....

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51) Nintendo WII

juz spend 2 1/2hrs on my wii, playing animal crossing... e other day, dat nyonya in medan, seah, told me dat she do not noe if i can play those unoriginal games.. & despite several attempts, still dunno how to.. but after asking around, i managed to get it up & running.. YEAH!! in time for my noti noti monkeys for e weekend.. niwae, abg, nabila, alfian & shira was here over e weekend & hell yeah!! we had lots of fun playing wii sports & kakek too...

haiyo.. wen is seah ever gonna come back? waiting for my games.. hhahhaha... she promised dat she will get me games in medan.. but dunno if she remembers... hahahha..

niwae, gonna work night shift tonight & come off day on wed, kakek is gonna bring me out to play badminton.. yuhhoo... e other day, wen wif kakek's frenz but was too shy to play.. so we r gonna haf our alone time,playing badminton & practice hard.. den gonna meet up wif his frenz & wham!! can beat them at tis.. hahaha.. like real...

niwae, i dunno wat else to blog about cos i'm off to continue playing my wii.. hahahha... see ya!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

50) 1st one out

like i mentioned before, news spread faster in wdlds than on CNN.. & e moment e email got out, people haf been msging me on my mobile asking me whether its true.. Sad to say, sumtimes i think people still do not know dat I'm not R but Norlizah.. how wud i noe if she's leaving or why she's leaving... niwae, ya... 1st one in my batch to actually leave ICA.. dunno whther its cos of the sm thingy but she's leaving.. i really hope dat its not bcoz of dat.. mayb she has a better job outside.. but if its really about sm, den u better think twice... its hard getting a job out dere.. recession & all.. 1 of my fren got vretrenched as an engineer... another one juz started training at HTA cos her company is letting go of people.. so u see, its not easy nowadays.. but to each his own.. if u really think dat way, den best of luck den!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

49) politics

i've juz got home from work feeling angry.. wrote my name down for OT tomolo but got rejected!! & its funny cos only Mine & Adha's name is rejected.. while others' name who r at e bottom of e list, got approved...!! FAVOURITISM SIAK!!!! oh well.. since u all dun wan me, i shall not come.. but adha is going to try his luck.. let him try lor.. if can, next time i'll do e same.. darmit!! (tau ikut dzul & apid gi DBL O.. KNN!!)

niwae, despite repeat reminders to seah to borrow me her game, she still never bring.. & she's leaving in 2 days' time to far away Medan, trying to burn her dad's pocket.. i'm sorry if i din say 'gud-bye' to u.. probably it was e 'angry-never-get-OT' moment la wen u saw me.. hahaha... & dun forget to bing back games for me k? & need i remind u dat u still owe me my bdae present?!?!? & i noe i shudn't say tis but i will... "i'm gonna mizz ur crappiness, seah!!"

& i've been revising for BTT every single nite siak.. i hope to do my BTE soon cos my BTT is on 4th may.. oh God!! u all might b thinking dat since i have a license & have done my BTT before, it shud be easy.. HELLO!! it was 5 yrs ago...! so cut me some slack here.. onc i got my license, everything i learnt in sch is no longer in my head.. so dat's y haf to study again.. DARN!!

niwae, today i did cargo & we, girls, haf time to spare.. in e end, we took photos @ CCC, neglecting e seniors around.. hahahah.. blame it all on Saras.. she's e 1 who took out e camera & start flashing away... even Abg Jun & Ashren joined in e fun... tis is juz some of e pics dat i managed to take from their Hps.. hahahha!

Me, Saras, Khalida & Ifah

Me & Khalida (i noe.. oily face.. F2F for 2 hrs ma...)

& tis is Radin Helmie's arm.. he mentioned dat he will look cool with a tattoo peeping out from his uniform so i drew him an angel.. hahahha!!

& tis is my new Nintendo Wii!!

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48) dragging myself to work

been sick for e past few days & been sleeping like a pig at home... & finally today, i have to go to work liao... arg!! i seldom haf fever & wen i do get it, tis is wat happened.. weak, aching body all over.. niwae, its 1pm now & i'm starting work at 3pm.. & i dunno y but instead of getting ready for work, i'm here,sitting in front of my PC, blogging...

niwae, collected my Wii from seah already.. she's been sending me love letters in my pigeon hole,constantly reminding me dat my Wii is collecting dust in her house.. shithead!! niwae, got home feeling excited.. me & dad fixed it up in our new entertainment room (abg amir's room actually), only to find out dat it cannot read any disc.. ARG!!! den i went to central & bought several games & STILL!!!!!!! can't read... eatating seah!!! sold me a game set which i can't use.. hmmmph!!
oh ya.. nintendo Wii is another latest indulgence for e mth!! hahahha... ok!! i know,linda... u r going to say, "dere.. i told ya.. u r ot-ing too much dats y spend so much..." well, i noe it myself.. but only for tis mth k? next mth cannot spend anymore... hahhaha.. promise!! ops.. no promise.. juz mayb...

niwae, topic on marriage is on e rise nowadays.. several colleagues r getting married & even my best fren is too.. & i wonder, will i ever get married? kakek is gonna start sch soon & its gonna take him 5 yrs to finish.. 5 looooong yrs... i mean, we haven talk about marriage & stuff since we r still new in tis relationship but if i am gonna wait for him, i'll be an old hag liao... & my biological is ticking away as e yrs goes by.. i dunno.. even mama is worried.. but i've always avoided dat topic.. she is also stunned wen she heard e 5 yrs.. i dunno la.. i guess, let nature take its course..

well, i'm gonna b late for work if i'm not going to get ready now.. u guys haf a gud wednesday!!
=)

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47) fed up wif my pc

i tell u, since e laz entry, it has been like 2hrs & i still can't log into e net for more than twenty mins.. & best of all, i can't enter friendster, multiply or even facebook... i noe dat i'm outdated but ya, i do have a facebook account.. juz dat i do not noe how to use it.. & since i'm on mc & i haf all e time in e whole today, i tot of rying it out.. but after i accept 2 fren requests, den my comp hang.. i dunno ah.. FED-UP!!!.. all cos of a virus, i think... ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

e only site i can go to blogspot... EATATING AH!!!!

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46) updates

din realized dat i haven blog in a while... lots have been going lately & its kinda hectic..

1) sumone's not happy cos i texted her bf.. like duh.. i din do anything wrong or text him mushy2 stuff... obviously, dere's a lapse of communication btwn u 2 so dun get me involved... thanks!!

2) wen to suntec to collect my LAPTOP!!! e item dat i bought during the IT show.. remember? i noe dat i'm outdated but i've been dreaming for a laptop ever since i was in poly.. & dat's like 8,9 yrs ago... wen i open it, i was running my fingers through e keyboard & kept ooo-ing & wow-ing to myself.. finally, i have a laptop dat i bought wif my hard-earned money...

3) my right eye is swollen yet again & dere's something dere.. hopefully nothing serious cos i had it twice already... & on mc laz nite & tonight too.. laz nite, i went to work, only to step in & report sick.. dunno y but wen i reached my workplace, e headache keep getting painful so i decided to go home.. wen to 3 doc & got charged $84 for 6 medicines.. seems like day-light robbery but i guess its bcos of e timing la...

4) went shopping again wif kakek... bought him a fossil wallet & an Aldo sunglasses for myself.. wanted to buy him a wallet long ago but he very cerewet one.. so after choosing, i paid up.. easier dat way.. at least he will like it rather den i buy sumthing dat he dun like... & for my Aldo sunglasses, it was an impulse buy.. hahahhahahah

5) my mum & dad reshuffled my furnitures in my room to create a new layout.. i was talking about doing it but wen i came back from work yesterday, they have already started.. THANKS MAMA & BAPAK!! & i lurve e new layout.. but den again, i think u guys r bored sitting at home e whole day.. dats y u make-over my room, right? hahahah

6) watched Confessions of a Shopaholic.. it was a superb movie... laughed non-stop.. u guys shud watch e part where Rebecca Bloomwood dance wif a fan in her hand.. she is so weird & quirky & kakek says she reminds him of me... sumtimes, i do dance like her.. dats y wen kakek laughed, i duno if he's laughing at e movie or imagining me doing e exact same dance.. & coincidently, he bought me a fan wen he came back from KL e other day.. hahahaha..
& i can so relate to her.. i am a shopaholic too, u noe.. BUT i dun haf a credit payment of &$16000 to pay up.. niwae, go watch it k?

7) & since my room is nice & clean, i tot of throwing stuff in my drawers.. i tell u, i haf lots of junks in my many drawers.. but wen i throw things away which seems like i dun need them, i will end up needing them maybe 2 weeks later.. so... was cleaning cleaning den i found sumthing!! my pen-pal letters from primary sch!! hahaha... my pen-pals are my two best frenz & though we see each other everyday, we write letters to each other... weird rite? was laughing my head off wen i read those letters.. NurAzlina Malik & Farah Norliza Ghazali, if u guys r reading tis, i'm sure u'll b laughing too.. gossips about e gals in e next class, boys, puberty & many more.. we even haf secret name for every1 whom we gossip about... QB la, MC la, KY la... we did continue writing even in diff sec sch.. but somehow, i cudn't find any letters after yr 2000,.. but its kinda cute juz thinking bout it..

niwae, me going to sleep again now.. juz eatem my medicines & i'm getting drowsy.. so.... haf a gud week peeps!!


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45) i'm going broke soon, i think..

Friday, went to expo to empty my pockets dere.. hahaha.. went to e Adidas Sale with Ifah where i got myself 2 tops & 1 for my missing kakek... (he's away in KL for sum KORN concert & only back laz nite.. which of cos, i haven seen him yet...& ya.. i miz him..) next hall, Robinson sale where i bought a top & 3 PC sets...

like wat linda like to say, i'm doing too much OTs & dats y i haf sooo much to spend.. actually, i wud rather think as after slaving my arse off at work for 2 whole mths, i think i deserve sum shopping for myself.. & not feel guilty about it.. besides, i wanna a tiny weeny bit of change to become a bit more lady-like... hahah

niwae, i drop ifah off e other day & i saw tis cat under her void deck.. it looks like its wearing a tuxedo.. cute rite?

BF tip #4: Dun lie through your teeth... we, ladies, can sense dat...

BF tip #5: Dun play wif words,especially wif a gal named Aliz... hahaha

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44) can i get e right partner?

i read tis sumwhere, think in my email ah.. & i sooo understand wat tis is all about cos i keep asking myself dat question... so tis is sumthing for u guys to read about...


"Every relationship has a cycle...In the beginning; you fall in love with your partner. You anticipate their calls, want their touch, and like their idiosyncrasies. Falling in love wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completelynatural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love.People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Picture the expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something happened TO YOU. Falling in love is a passive andspontaneous experience. But after a few months or years of being together, the euphoria of love fades. It's a natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touchis not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship; you will notice a dramatic difference between theinitial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage. At this point, you and/or your partner might start asking, "Am I with the right person?" And as you reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someoneelse. This is when relationships breakdown.The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.People blame their partners for their unhappiness and look outside for fulfilment. Extramarital fulfilment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most common. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances. But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your relationship. It lies within it.

I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. AndTEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.. Because (listen carefully to this): The key to succeeding in a relationship is not finding the right person; it's learning to love theperson you found.SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You have to work on it day in and day out. It takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it demands WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make itwork. Make no mistake about it.

Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your partner). Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws forrelationships. If you know and apply these laws, the results are predictable. Love is therefore a "decision". Not just a feeling.

Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let GO!! "

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43) Batam Trip

e other day, 2 of my CRAZY frenz were msn-ing about GG.. den at e same time, both of them decided to msg me & asked where i bought mine.. & e same frenz decided to drive to JB e very nite to purchase GG.. CRAZY B*&%hes!!

& guess wat? we did go anyway.. but luck wasn't on their side.. all e shops dat we went to dun haf GG series.. sold-out apparently... so off we went to SinggahSlalu for an array of seafood.. its been a while since i laz wen to JB for seafood wif frenz.. definitely brings back memories of J, Kak Lily, Abg Rasyid & wan.... Oh God.. i miz them.. but those r history & dat's y they are called memories...

niwae, my off day, went to Batam wif mum, dad & kakek.. wanted to go for a spa treatment but can't.. so i did hair treatment which cos me less than SGD20 & my hair look smooth.. den bring e 2 boys around e malls cos mum haven finish her spa.. OH!! we bought so 'gorengan' & it taste delicious!! actually, its juz fried stuff.. like fried taufu, fried tempe, fried... oh ... juz fried stuff..

after day, we went to another area where they offer SGD8 massage for 90mins... how cool is dat?& since kakek spend 2 hrs waiting for my hair to be done, i offered to follow him for dat massage.. & i really din regret dat desicion.. niwae, massage was FABulous!!! u guys shud really go for it.. where in SG can u $8 massage?!? worth every cent....

niwae, pics of my trip.. weather was sooo hot dat me & kakek keep playing wif our shadows...

Clear cloudless sky @1730hrs.. no wonder its super duper hot!!

Bring e boys out jln2....

me & kakek playing wif our shadowsme & kakek

me mum & dad

My donuts from J.CO

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