67) e day is finally here...well, almost here la...

my dad's operation date is finally made known by e surgical team this afternoon.. he is going to be admitted tis Sat,4th & ops itself will be on monday morning,6th.. as much as u guys noe, it is a brain surgery & involves the insertion of a new vein.. it is risky but i'm hoping for e best.. & if everything goes as planned, Insya Allah he will get better (hopefully) & reduces e chances of getting a more severe stroke (like its not severe enough like dat...).. well,e laz line was wat e doctor said, not me..

yesterday, me & lin were washing my MaMan & DiNo under my void deck wif bapak & kakek helping at e laz min of waxing.. & i cant imagine e image of bapak going in to e ops room.. to me, he is still e strong man dat i can rely on for my everything,despite his sickness.. Ya Allah, plz let tis ops be a successful one.. Plz do not let anything happen to my dad..

niwae, i cant think much to blog since i got e news.. i dunno if i can get urgent leave.. i dunno if i shud juz take MC if i cant take urgent leave.. i dunno if i shud talk to my DO or my SAC.. God!! got so many things to think about... i mean, besides thinking if e ops will be a successful or not.. my head is gonna explode soon, i think.. i'm scared.. i am seriously scared.. i dunno if i shud be scared now or i shud be scared later... i really dunno wat to feel..

kakek's in sch now.. & i'm juz looking forward to going to work so dat i can escape from e reality of home.. i'll keep u updated on his journey to his ops soon ya.. right now, i really need sum sleep..


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66) ...

i noe i haven blogged in a long time.. too lazy la.. niwae, went to P. Ubin after 10 yrs of not being dere.. went to Alpha & Kakek joined us too.. really appreciate dat he wanna come though i noe it was gonna be hard for him to mingle around.. but i think wif apid being dere, it helped him to ease down a bit.. overall, it was definitely a great trip though my arse hurts from all dat cycling.. i think its a gud way to bond with each other.. pictures can be found on my facebook soon,hmmmmm, i think... lazy la...

had seafood wif kakek for dinner after cycling cum rambutan cum durian finding trip @ Teh Tarik JW.. but 2 days ago, i had seafood again wif, guess who... my dearest long-lost-irritating-pen-pal-forever-but-hardly-see Seah!! we had 3 chilli crabs, sambal pari, kang kong & tom yam soup.. & guess wat? Seah can really finish up e crabs... i dunno wats e word used for lunch cum dinner.. dats wat we had.. too late of a lunch but too early for a dinner... hahhahah...

the reason y i wanted to blog was actually cos of e Late Michael Jackson.. i had chills wen i saw e news on CNA.. as much as my generation do not wanna admit, i'm sure he has at least a bit of impact in ur growing life.. for me, i simply LURVE him.. as a kid, my wish was to meet him & hug him.. hahahha.. lame but its true.. & at P.6, i cried in a cassette selling shop cos i really wanted the 2 cassette limited edition HIStory album (if i'm not mistaken).. a few days before e drama in dat shop, i've already cried my heart out, literally begging my mum to buy me dat, everytime i saw e advertisement on tv.. but dat album was borrowed by my sis's ex-bf & never returned since.. i think i din speak to my sis for a while bcos she refused to call dat guy to get my album back... i hated her for dat... hmmmph!!

niwae, despite all e negative issues & controversies dat he had created, millions of people worldwide feel e pain when e news was broadcasted.. we, e fans, forgived him, irregardless of any of his so-called 'wrong-doings'.. to Michael Jackson, u r always my King of Pop.. Thank you for giving us e beautiful music dat connects us regardless of our skin colour that touches many hearts all over e world.. Rest in Peace, my Idol.... & i'm proud to admit dat i'm a HUGE fan of u,anytime...

Michael Jackson

1958 - 2009

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65) we finally had E talks

to begin wif, 'we' refer to my frenz.. thank God, e air is cleared.. i'm glad i brought up e issue cos i finally know wat my frenz r doing & at least we haf a better understanding of y we do e thing dat we did.. i certainly understand dat my frenz r protective of me & my relationship & they do wan me to b happy.. like they say, 'rambut same hitam, hati lain-lain', which simply means i may or may not agree on how they go about doing it.. but i know dat they do luv me,all e same & i noe dat i can turn to my frenz anytime for their support..

another 'we' refers to kakek & me.. we finally had E talk after soo loong.. nothing concrete but at least i noe where i stand & whether i need to prepare for e future.. i think both of us r not ready in a way or another, for whatsoever reasons eg financially, emotionally etc.. both of us r preoccupied wif e things going on rite now in our lifes dat IT is not gonna happen any time soon..

Insya Allah one day we'll b united but its all in God's hand.. wat we can do is plan but He decides it all.. watever happens now, i felt relieved wen we had E talk.. i think he has doubts on whether i am ready or not... but wat i believe in is a person will never b ready for anything until he/she is thrown into e situation.. & as for me, i noe i can do it if i wanna do it.. so for now, i really need to change my life, at least bit in terms of how i see things, how i do things, to be better prepared..

anyway, its a saturday but i'm heading to work now.. will be working till 1am tonight.. u guys haf a gud weekend ya!!

xoxo,gilerazgal

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64) wat more can i do...

to my dearest frenz whom i loved dearly, plz do not be offended by wat u r going to read.. u noe me... i expressed myself freely.. so plz... i need u guys to understand,not to avoid e issue.. & if u think i'm wrong, plz call me.. plz dun talk behind my back.. u noe i welcome confrontations.. i guess tis is e only avenue dat i can speak freely & clearly bcos i can't call u guys as its 3am in e morn.. but tis is how i feel.. plz try to understand wat i'm trying to say here instead of jumping to conclusions..

sumtimes i feel wen i talk to u guys about J, everyone wud juz go,"hmmmmm..." or "ah...." or " we haven seen him in a while..." y cant u guys juz talk about him freely around me? y cant u guys understand dat its perfectly okay for him to meet me as normal frenz? y do u guys need to confront him about meeting me?

i noe u all care & concerned about me & daus..i really do.. but dun worry.. wateva unhappiness or problems dat we r or going to encounter is definitely not bcos of J.. i need u guys to understand dat i really haf moved on & i can accept e fact dat he is my fren now.. i am perfectly happy wif daus even though our relationship has flaws, but i'm happy.. dere will be no way i'm gonna leave daus bcos of J.. i dunno wat will happen in e future but my relationship wif J is e same kind of friendship dat i haf wif u guys.. he's aint any different...

i lurve u guys & i noe dat u guys r very very concerned about me.. i appreciate it lots... & though u guys show it differently from wat i expect, at least i noe u guys care.. thank you.. but juz tone down a bit on worrying about J k? Nothing to worry about ya... I hope tis will clear e issues or concerns u guys haf.. i lurve u & u noe who u r... muacks!!!

becos all of us haf our differences, dats wat makes our group special.. & we haf our own wys of being protective of each other.. i noe.. =)

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63) my dream finally came true....

pRoUd oWnEr oF tIs SuPeRfOur VtEc SpEc III nOw.. 010609

oh ya... since i haf a name for my gilera, Maman (which is soooo very e melayu), i shall call tis one rite here, DiNo... =)

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62) recent events

so many things happenned in e laz 10 days.. a part of me wanna blog sooo much yet a part of me is too lazy to blog.. several ups & downs happenned too.. so i really dunno where to begin... lets start wif e serious stuff 1st..

e doc did e final scan of my dad's brain.. one third of bapak's brain do not haf supply of blood.. so dat explains y he kept having, wat he called as, "i see stars".. sudden blackouts.. he gets tired easily now.. his words r jumbled up.. & u nid to tell him things twice or thrice.. wen e doc spoke 2 him, he was reluctant.. but a few days ago, i had a discussion wif him & he decided dat he wans to go ahead wif it.. i broke down infront of him, kakek & mama.. i guess kakek was shocked.. dere i was talking to him & suddenly i juz broke down.. i really din expect it myself.. but ya.... i am scared.. i am very very scared... dat is y i'm gonna talk to e doc myself on e 22nd..

i am fine wif e way bapak is now.. i dun mind if he do not wanna go ahead wif e ops.. i dun wanna anything worst to happen to him.. but its his life, his brain & decision is his.. if he wanna go ahead wif it, its his choice & all i can go is to give him support.. all e support dat i can give..

so everyone, plz pz pray for my dad ya..ops's date is not confirmed yet cos blood tests r needed.. but i'll keep u guys informed.. he'll need all e prayers dat he can get.. & plz plz do not mentioned it to mama or bapak ya.. they haf not plan to tell anyone yet... but Insya allah, he'll get better wif or wifout e ops, i hope....

& to Iskandar Hadi, i noe u've been reading my blog for watever reasons, only u urself noe.. i cant say much cos its ur right to read.. but do not use tis blog as an avenue to get ur stories & disturb my fren's life anymore.. i noe its hard to move on.. i really do cos i've been through it.. but plz... for e sake of our 'fren', wat u r doing is only gonna hurt u more than ever.. wat we can do is to pray for her to be happy in her life wif her loved ones ok.. lets not create a big hoo-ha here.. i still respect u as a fren so plz do me tis favor..

& to my frenz, i apologized if my blog has created any disturbance in ur lifes.. it is not my intention to do so.. i hope dat u will accept my apologies sincerely..

well, tis has been a long entry but these r e issues dat r bothering my mind now.. dun worry.. i still haf happy moments for e past 10 days.. like how we celebrated Lin & Dan's bdae!! hope u 2 enjoy e 'sumthing different' dinner & certainly hope u liked ur prezzies!!!

HaPpY BdAe tO mY dEaResT fReNz, LiN & DaN...

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61) back in sg but busy studying

its 0303hrs on 20th may.. & guess wat? instead of telling u guys all about my redang trip, which was fanstastic, i'm online to do research on e pricing of ICs & passports.. my exam is officially 30 hrs more & i think i haven been studying enough.. & u noe wat? i did a little, tiny, weeny bit of studying in Redang on e 1st nite.. SERIOUS!! & my colleagues tot i was crazy.. but i had to cos on e 2nd nite, i was dead drunk.. hahaha!! thank God i did study on my 1st nite dere, otherwise i wud feel so guilty to bring my notes all e way to Redang,without touching them at all..

i've juz been to ICA website & got wat i need to noe.. but i cudn't resist not to blog so dat explains y i'm here wen i'm supposed to be studying.. will tell u more about e trip after my exam ya...

niwae, i'm done with blogging so off to my notes again.. need to study for however long my eyes can tahan.. targeted time: 4am..



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60) one week ltr....

i finally managed to get my mum involved in my scouting for a new bike.. she din make any noise wen i saw bapak some options.. & i managed to get her to sit in front of my lappy, showing e pics... in a way, i have progress a bit la.. hahah .. got a few dat i saw online.. obviously, wud prefer to haf VtecIII but if i do buy dat, i'll be a bankrupt.. dun wan an expensive bike la.. i juz wanna fulfil my dream of riding a S4.. & bapak is obsessed wif VtecI so he wun settle wif a superly nicely done up v. S wif micron pipe & VtecIII tail... haiyo.. dat 1 very nice & very cheap lor.. but i think bapak wanna relive his S4 moments so he only wans me to buy VtecI.. den hor, found 2 VtecI dat are quite affordable but they seldom online.. haiz.. so really must slowly find lor...


my law exam is coming up rite after my holiday.. & i haven even start proper studying.. actually, i've started la but so fening kepale one lor.. all e definitions & Acts & penalty & watsoever... i hope i can really absord sumthing cos i can't afford to fail it.. seriously!!! & guess wat? i have to bring my notes on my holiday, dat's for sure... =(

yesterday, wen to JB wif Lin & Dan.. very laz min idea.. actually, in e morning, Dan's bike got prob.. konon nak tolong la padahal kena tow jgk akhirnya.. den sit around at home den made e laz min idea to go jb.. lin bought NBc car accessories & kakek bought me a huUUuuge Jack.. i liiiike... e mini version of Jack is hanging on my chop box.. now i'm considering of doing a decal of NBC for my gilera...

oh!! dun worry.. even though i'm going to get a S4, i still) remember my dearest gilera, maman ok? dats e name kakek's frenz gave my bike.. hahaha.. i wud prob wanna do him up too... he haf been a gud bike to me for e past 3 yrs so i think he shud received sum gud attention..

wait & see lor... it will take time cos OT is reducing day by day but i will do it.. & i can't wait for tomolo.. me off to redang!! =) so in case u dun see any updates for a while, me & kakek r far far away, enjoying e sun & e sand & e sea in Redang.. hopefully i can enjoy & study @ e same time (i din forget e studying part ok?!) u guys take care!! haf a great weekend ya... oh ya... dun miz me!! hahahhaha

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59) she's still ain't talking to me... haiz...

no luck still... mummy dearest is still not talking to me about e hope for getting a new bike.. darn!! all she said to me were, "i've cooked today.. better eat at home hor..", den she hang up... OR, "i neva cook ah today.. go find food urself.." & she hanged up again.. everytime i wanna begin my topic about S4, she locked herself in her room.. soOOooOoo childish one!!! hmmmph!!! but i got 1 guy who is all out for me to get a new bike.. in fact, he's trying to help me talk to my mum.. dat person is..... MY DAD!!! =)

well, i shall not push but shall wait for gud news.. i hope... niwae, tis morning i rode adha's S4 VtecIII.. wow!!! e sound, i like.... hiaz.. can't wait for my own...

niwae, again for vesak day, alpha is working & laz nite was jam packed wif SG cars coming back.. a lot of e passengers r very irritating to e extent of abusing our officers.. at break time, some of my colleagues were complainin of having kena scolded 'stupid', passports thrown to them, people refusing to co-operate to show their face.. oh come on!! 1 word of advice, dun go to JB if u guys wanna complain lor.. as hard as i tried to be smiling & courteous, dere r some people who r juz out to spoil ur day.. usually, i wud brush it off.. or curse & curse them BUT only after they leave my counter ah... hahahha..

wanna complain bout another thing.. Jafri... usually, i wud put J but, to hell wif it... niwae, Jafri is my ex-boyfriend of 8 yrs whom i loved dearly but apakan daya, kite takde jodoh.. & after 1 1/2 yrs of his silence, we met & cleared our misunderstanding & agreed on being purely frenz.. & being adults, i really tot he can handle it.. occassionally, we wud SMSed each other, juz saying hello.. but e other day, i called him cos i cleared his uncle.. so konon nak ckp la yg aku ni clear pakcik die... & also to ask how did he do for his anugerah audition.. but my call was rejected & he SMSed me saying tis,: "wat do u wan ???" KNN... cancelled my call but can msg.. tot he was busy or wat but can sensed dat he was not nice.. so i replied saying sorry if i'm disturbing him & chill ah.. but i guess he's going through PMS ah.. so irritated!! come on lor.. y so sensitive? juz a normal phonecall ma.. but i guess he might b wif a gal,dat's y e cold shoulder.. aniwae, wat's new? he gave me dat treatment before lor wen he was wif dat ******...
told kakek about it cos was quite confused and upset by his treatment.. wateva his reason is for acting e way he did, i guess sum people juz can't grow up...!

me gtg.. juz took a long shower & now shall take a nap before my kakek brings me out for a date.. =)

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58) busy but happy!! =)

i noe its been a while since i laz logged in but was kinda busy.. juggling work, kakek, my 2 license lessons.. haiz...

updates on Kakek & me.. we did e craziest thing on my laz nite off... went home & slept for a while den off to CineLeisure to do a movie marathon.. we actually watched 2 movies back to back.. Friday the 13th & Jgn Tegur.. both movies r e kinda movies dat make ur heart jump out kind.. scary.. but we had fun... den went home & watched our newly-bought dvd (Kate & Leopold).. movie marathon,shud try it again sum day...

niwae, as sum of u noe, i resumed my 2A lessons again.. din tell people about my TP test but ya, my TP was tis morning.. on sunday, i went for e revision circuit & i fell off e bike at e E-brake station.. & i hurt my leg... its funny cos all these yrs, i haf had no accident at all outside but i always fell during my lessons @ BBDC.. & i fell AGAIN @ e same station tis morning during warm-up session.. I told myself dat if i do not pass tis TP test, den it is not rewarding at all to fall 2 times!! &&&&&&& after much anticipation & heart-thumping moments dat i encountered during e test, I, ALIZ E MENACE, HAD PASSED MY 2A TP TODAY!!! juz 1 attempt only!!!

so indeed, e fall was well worth it.. now i juz haf to scout around for my fav bike!! so exciting.. wen i told my mum dat i passed, she completely ignored me wen i reached home.. KNN!! she noes dat i'm gonna ask her for her permission to get a new bike on my own or better still, if she wanna sponsor me, i wudn't reject dat offer, of cos.. hahhahah!! but she's not talking to me at all, even till now... hmmmmmmmph!!

& tis is e scar dat i got from e fall & my knee is bruising up too..

04/05/2009 - Passed my BTT

05/05/2009 - Passed my 2A

now, all i haf to do is start my practical lessons... Pray for me, guys!!

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57) new face of I. C.heck A.ll

like i told u b4, Alpha always work nite shift for public holidays.. & true enough, i was at work laz nite while people are partying e weekend away.. but 1 passenger made my day... in fact, 2.. hahahha..
1 chinese guy commented dat i haf a sweet smile & e org shud make posters of my smiling face.. hahahha.. not i say one hor... den he said," shud put up ur poster instead of MSK's face all over e place.. Haiyo.. his face is so outdated already lor..." hahhaaha.. he made me crack laughing out loud lor.. but after dat, i can't look at his face already.. oh ya.. i can't accept compliments well...
next was a malay abang who commented dat e org shud haf more staff who smile at passengers more rather den all e fierce looking officers around... actually ah, i was talking to abg yus who was in my counter lor.. hence, e very big smile.. hahahah..

but... i wish for more people like them lor.. everyday without fail, u'll meet nasty people who thinks we owe them a living.. its kinda frustrating but cursing after they leave ur counter helps a bit.. i'm sure all e officers do dat.. i'm not gung-ho enough to say it in front of their face cos it will take my time unnecessrily lor... i wud rather haf dat time to clear other nice passengers... niwae, off to sleep now.. another night to slave my arse off tonight..

ps: i noe its May already but i still have not put up photos of Sani & Kakek's bdae.. i'm too lazy to do it without my comp la.. oh.. my comp is still down.. darn!! & my hp too.. i wun noe dat i haf received msges unless i go directly into inbox and check.. wat's up wif it, man?!? do u think its time to get a new one..?

HaPpY LaBoUr DaY!!

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56) juz frustrated

i'm angry.. super duper angry dat i came into e house from work & OT & immediately sat in front of my lappy.. really angry... need to vent my anger out.. & i need to be awake in 5 hrs time.. but i dun care.. i'm angry.. niwae, comp down, still cannot fix.. dunno y.. but at least i haf my lappy to update on my blog.. oh... did i mention dat i can finally use facebook NOW wen it is soooo 2007 kinda thing?

niwae, wat i am supposed to do? being honest isn't e best policy for u.. i seriously tot dat people appreciate honesty.. obviously, u r not e kinda people.. so i let dat matter go.. nvm.. but today u make my blood go doubly up la!!!

qoute:"after FICO, i go home..."
yeah rite... not even concerned if i'm home... not even concerned if i have eaten or not.. wen i shamelessly volunteered myself to meet to grab a bite, "no need" was given to me... waliao wei!!! where to put my face siak? KNN...

frenz kept telling me, 'its a good choice..' but i dunno whether is it me or is it *ehem*... mayb i shud really lower my standards, lower my expectation.. its hard.. & i'm trying to compromise.. but plz dun tell me dat i haf to tell u the fundamental or e A, B,Cs of being in a relationship.. i juz wan things to go right.. & i noe i'm not perfect.. but plz, juz try.. e attention dat i need from e people whom i wan attention from are not giving me e attention... BUT yet, i've been receiving attention from all e wrong people... WTF?

"can sumbody tell me wat e hell is wrong wif me?"

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55) disaster of aliz's comp turned shopping trip

got a fren's bro to help me out to reboot my comp & fix it.. but in e end, it doesn't really matter.. hahahha.. niwae, i can't concentrate much.. been sitting in front of my laptop(Acer) since hours ago, trying to fix up my Net.. haven had any ciggies in more than 6 hrs.. Now its 2236hrs.. i betta run out to e shop 1st...

hold on... i'll be back..................................................................................








ANYWAY, i'm back... finally got my ciggies... hahhaha.. well, back to e story.. after rebooting, can't install my Internet Modem.. apparently, it cant read my modem so had to go & find a cable juz now after work.. cant find cable & he will try fixing it again on friday.. But instead of going home straight, i ended up buying 3 pairs of shoes instead.. OMG!! i really need to stop shopping if i really wanna purchase a newer & bigger item.. dat's rite!! i'm aiming for sumthing bigger but no one noes yet wat i wanna buy.. not even kakek... i hope i cud save enough money to buy 1 in a few months' time... Hopefully before e year ends.. Insya Allah...

aha!! talking about shoes & shopping, i really hate my mum, u noe... e other day, i found 3 pairs of adidas shoes on top of my wardrobe.. 1 pair was bought 6 yrs ago, another was 3 yrs ago & another pair, dunno when.. all not worn once.. u noe y.. cos mama will nag if i shop for shoes or bags, aiya, if i shop la.. so i'll always sneak into my room 1st & hide those things sumwhere in my room.. in e end, i will forget about it & not use it.. think dat is wat happened to these 3 shoes lor.. but only 1 is wearable cos the other 2 is damaged liao lor.. recently, i bought 2 shoes from CottonOn & now i can only find 1 lor.. e other 1, dunno go where lor... darN!!!
must try & find la..



niwae, told u a few days ago dat kakek & me went out, rite? we wen to QianHu FishFarm again & relaxed our feet,doing e fish spa.. den we play fishing... hahha.. for longkang fish!! & i won!! i caught more fish den kakek... so here's e proof...

left side is Kakek's.. see... i haf more fishes in my tank (right)

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I'm a happy gal... hahahha

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54) more updates, i promise

i noe i haven been updating my blog as much as i want to, but i will soon cos my fren's gonna do up my comp... right now, logging onto the Internet is like a challenge for me, testing my patience each & every time...

niwae, did a couple of fun things wif kakek during my off days.. spending quality time, i must say.. but will update more once i get my comp up & running....

& will update on Sani & Daus's b'dae celebration once i get e pics from Nur.. she's taking forever,ever, ever to uplaod e photos... haiyo, tis nyonya... always like dat...

& updates for all.. i noe my all besties fav number... unlike sum people whom i shall not name.. & on dat very fateful bdae celebration day, i found out wat Sani's fav no is.. So to all my besties, plz remeber... Kamsani Bin Kamis's fav no is 8... hahahhahaaha...


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53) wat people do dat irritates me

I noe e laz few days is all about Daus & Sani's bdae celebration but i'm not gonna blog about dat.. dat shall come later wen i get e photos & am in a better mood..

now... let's talk about wat people do to DESTROY other people's life wen they ain't helping at all.. i haf juz read The Newpaper a while ago over breakfast & its disturbing wen i saw an article about how a NEL officer was given disclipnary actions wen he was caught on camera, sittng down on a seat while there r other commuters who r standing.. i simply juz dun get.. oh come on... who noes dat DAT officer was off-duty & was really tired.. & obviously, dere wasn't anyone around who needs the seat more than he does... & e article stated about how some readers felt dat he shud give the seat up for other commuters, who by the way, were a group of young able-bodied people.. to those readers: "as if u wud give up ur seat to others wen u r really tired!!!"

Case #2:
A parking warden parked his bike in a carpark, removed his uniform (only e top la) & slept dere.. He was dismissed from his work... also caught on camera by a public member..

Case #3
A female security guard sleeping on a stool @ her station... Also caught on camera.. For this, the management explained dat she was sick & failed to report dat.. Instead, she still went to work..

Case #4 (not from e article)
A friend of mine was fined for parking his bike under his void deck for 5 mins because a nosy uncle snapped a photo of it & passed it to HDB...

Case #5 (not from e article)
A friend of mine who is a police officer was buying food from a coffeeshop, still in his uniform.. den walks over to a table to say 'HI' to members of e public.. yet, a complain came from another member of e public saying dat an officer was busy chit-chatting in a coffeeshop instead of doing patrol.. for tis, he was not given any bonus or promotion for e next 5 looong yrs....

u see... tis issue is very disturbing to me.. can u believe it? tsk tsk.. dere are nosy people around who think dat the r doing good but actually,they r doing harm... the first 3 cases could actually lead them to being terminated.. (oh well... 1 did get terminated).. wateva u nosy people r doing is affecting other's rice bowl.. who noes dat they haf family to look after therefore could not afford to miss work, even though they r sick.. who noes dat they r juz taking a nap so dat they wun be careless or worst, reckless in their driving whilst on duty... who noes dat dat NEL officer has already tried offering his seat before.. who noes?!?!

there r other better things dat U, NOSY PEOPLE, can do if u feel like contributing to e society or the government... more serious issues to take care of instead of tis little little things..
-wat about teenagers having sex on the staircases of our own houses? i dun see anyone doing patrolling on staircases...
-wat about drivers who speed as if their father owns e express-way? i nearly got knocked out several times before and yet i dun see people taking photos & sending it to the Traffic Police..
- wat about those teenage gals who sell their body on the Internet for $$? it cud be ur daughters, u noe.. e ones sitting in front of e computer for hours.. u neva noe..
- wat about people burning stuffs in places where they shudn't be burning? u noe wat i mean..dere r designated area for u to do so but its always done directly in front of my house..
- wat about killer litters? i see litters everywhere, big or small, in almost every other neighbourhood.. u neva noe dat 1 fine day, 1 huge item is gonna land on ur head..

if u guys like taking photos of others so much, den take up photography.. go for their lessons.. & guess wat? e lesson fees is helping e tutor to give $$ to his family... since u like helping people so much, do it e right way.. i pity those people mentioned in e article.. even though they dun mean to fall asleep on e job, even though they tried sleeping discreetly, NOSY PEOPLE r out to destroy their lifes...

niwae, i'm going to sleep now.. wasting my beauty sleep time, being angry over U,NOSY PEOPLE!! u noe who u r!!! i hate u!!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

52) sick again

guess my immunity system is down yet again... i am sick AGAIN!!! my flu is not recovering yet & i've vomitted 3 times today.. so took mc again for m 2nd nite.. i think my SAC is gonna call me any time soon... darn!!




on another note, its e annual Sani & Daus b'dae yet again.. i haven got time to buy kakek's prezies, so off i went after geeting my mc... mama was really mad cos i'm supossed to b at home.. but i sneaked out for 2 hrs.. & i even tot of buying sum SEXY lingerie to wear for kakek... hahhhahahah.. but i dun think i will look sexy but it's worth e try.. hahhaha..


now linda is here, helping me wrap all those prezies for Sani & Kakek & she is complainingnon-stop about me not being romantic.. WTF?!? not romantic?? i went out to buy his prezies while i'm sick lor.. gimme sum credit here.. cut me sum slack.. DUH!! as i'm wrapping, my nose keeps running away from me lor..


"ordering around... dat's wat u r gud at...." juz came from noisy linda... WATEVA!!
oh ya.. & "dun be a wet blanket, PUHLEEZE!!" CRazY bItCH!!

niwae, tis is noisy linda doing e prezies....

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

51) Nintendo WII

juz spend 2 1/2hrs on my wii, playing animal crossing... e other day, dat nyonya in medan, seah, told me dat she do not noe if i can play those unoriginal games.. & despite several attempts, still dunno how to.. but after asking around, i managed to get it up & running.. YEAH!! in time for my noti noti monkeys for e weekend.. niwae, abg, nabila, alfian & shira was here over e weekend & hell yeah!! we had lots of fun playing wii sports & kakek too...

haiyo.. wen is seah ever gonna come back? waiting for my games.. hhahhaha... she promised dat she will get me games in medan.. but dunno if she remembers... hahahha..

niwae, gonna work night shift tonight & come off day on wed, kakek is gonna bring me out to play badminton.. yuhhoo... e other day, wen wif kakek's frenz but was too shy to play.. so we r gonna haf our alone time,playing badminton & practice hard.. den gonna meet up wif his frenz & wham!! can beat them at tis.. hahaha.. like real...

niwae, i dunno wat else to blog about cos i'm off to continue playing my wii.. hahahha... see ya!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

50) 1st one out

like i mentioned before, news spread faster in wdlds than on CNN.. & e moment e email got out, people haf been msging me on my mobile asking me whether its true.. Sad to say, sumtimes i think people still do not know dat I'm not R but Norlizah.. how wud i noe if she's leaving or why she's leaving... niwae, ya... 1st one in my batch to actually leave ICA.. dunno whther its cos of the sm thingy but she's leaving.. i really hope dat its not bcoz of dat.. mayb she has a better job outside.. but if its really about sm, den u better think twice... its hard getting a job out dere.. recession & all.. 1 of my fren got vretrenched as an engineer... another one juz started training at HTA cos her company is letting go of people.. so u see, its not easy nowadays.. but to each his own.. if u really think dat way, den best of luck den!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

49) politics

i've juz got home from work feeling angry.. wrote my name down for OT tomolo but got rejected!! & its funny cos only Mine & Adha's name is rejected.. while others' name who r at e bottom of e list, got approved...!! FAVOURITISM SIAK!!!! oh well.. since u all dun wan me, i shall not come.. but adha is going to try his luck.. let him try lor.. if can, next time i'll do e same.. darmit!! (tau ikut dzul & apid gi DBL O.. KNN!!)

niwae, despite repeat reminders to seah to borrow me her game, she still never bring.. & she's leaving in 2 days' time to far away Medan, trying to burn her dad's pocket.. i'm sorry if i din say 'gud-bye' to u.. probably it was e 'angry-never-get-OT' moment la wen u saw me.. hahaha... & dun forget to bing back games for me k? & need i remind u dat u still owe me my bdae present?!?!? & i noe i shudn't say tis but i will... "i'm gonna mizz ur crappiness, seah!!"

& i've been revising for BTT every single nite siak.. i hope to do my BTE soon cos my BTT is on 4th may.. oh God!! u all might b thinking dat since i have a license & have done my BTT before, it shud be easy.. HELLO!! it was 5 yrs ago...! so cut me some slack here.. onc i got my license, everything i learnt in sch is no longer in my head.. so dat's y haf to study again.. DARN!!

niwae, today i did cargo & we, girls, haf time to spare.. in e end, we took photos @ CCC, neglecting e seniors around.. hahahah.. blame it all on Saras.. she's e 1 who took out e camera & start flashing away... even Abg Jun & Ashren joined in e fun... tis is juz some of e pics dat i managed to take from their Hps.. hahahha!

Me, Saras, Khalida & Ifah

Me & Khalida (i noe.. oily face.. F2F for 2 hrs ma...)

& tis is Radin Helmie's arm.. he mentioned dat he will look cool with a tattoo peeping out from his uniform so i drew him an angel.. hahahha!!

& tis is my new Nintendo Wii!!

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...

48) dragging myself to work

been sick for e past few days & been sleeping like a pig at home... & finally today, i have to go to work liao... arg!! i seldom haf fever & wen i do get it, tis is wat happened.. weak, aching body all over.. niwae, its 1pm now & i'm starting work at 3pm.. & i dunno y but instead of getting ready for work, i'm here,sitting in front of my PC, blogging...

niwae, collected my Wii from seah already.. she's been sending me love letters in my pigeon hole,constantly reminding me dat my Wii is collecting dust in her house.. shithead!! niwae, got home feeling excited.. me & dad fixed it up in our new entertainment room (abg amir's room actually), only to find out dat it cannot read any disc.. ARG!!! den i went to central & bought several games & STILL!!!!!!! can't read... eatating seah!!! sold me a game set which i can't use.. hmmmph!!
oh ya.. nintendo Wii is another latest indulgence for e mth!! hahahha... ok!! i know,linda... u r going to say, "dere.. i told ya.. u r ot-ing too much dats y spend so much..." well, i noe it myself.. but only for tis mth k? next mth cannot spend anymore... hahhaha.. promise!! ops.. no promise.. juz mayb...

niwae, topic on marriage is on e rise nowadays.. several colleagues r getting married & even my best fren is too.. & i wonder, will i ever get married? kakek is gonna start sch soon & its gonna take him 5 yrs to finish.. 5 looooong yrs... i mean, we haven talk about marriage & stuff since we r still new in tis relationship but if i am gonna wait for him, i'll be an old hag liao... & my biological is ticking away as e yrs goes by.. i dunno.. even mama is worried.. but i've always avoided dat topic.. she is also stunned wen she heard e 5 yrs.. i dunno la.. i guess, let nature take its course..

well, i'm gonna b late for work if i'm not going to get ready now.. u guys haf a gud wednesday!!
=)

... juz becos u read about me doesn't mean u noe me ...